Showing posts with label trial of Jesus. Show all posts
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Tuesday, April 15, 2014

Child's Play



The Liturgy of the Palms
The Liturgy of the Word

My daughter Risa is nearing the end of fourth grade, and this year she’s been getting homework assigned every week at school.   She’s also started taking a bigger share of caring for herself, making her own snacks, cleaning her own room.  A couple of weeks ago we adopted a kitten, at her urging, and the deal that my wife and I made with her was that it would be, officially, her pet, and she could pick out the one she wanted, and give it the name she chose, but in return, she would have to get the kitty food and water, and clean her litter box. 
And with these changes in Risa’s life our relationship with her is changing.  It used to mostly be about doing things together, but now it’s more and more about helping her do things by herself.  There’s a way in which this is a healthy, age-appropriate development, but there are also times when I feel like I’m the unwitting agent of a soulless world.  And as I function more and more as Risa’s taskmaster, helping her get there on schedule, and complete it on time, and get it done right, I am subtly reinforcing the message that these are the things that matter, and we seem to have few and fewer opportunities to play.  
Risa still regularly invites me to play.  Sometimes I accept, and we’ll wrestle, or make up a song or a story, or a silly game with rules we invent as we go along.  But as often as not I’ll say there’s still some work to do, or it’s too close to bedtime, or I’m just too tired.  There are certainly times when one or more of these things are true.  But there are also times when I’m just stuck.  I’m so used to being the grown-up who is always in charge of the situation, so identified with being the responsible parent, so focused keeping us on track toward the goal, that I get stuck in that role.  And to get unstuck, to come down from there into the intimate give-and-take, the open-ended, timeless place of play is a step I’m unwilling or even afraid to take.
    
When I think of the scene of Jesus riding into Jerusalem, I imagine that the crowd that was shouting and running along, waving palm branches, included a lot of children.  Actually, I know there were children there, because if you read on, the very next section of Matthew’s Gospel tells how Jesus went into the temple, and started driving out the money-changers and overturning the seats of those who sold doves for the sacrifices, and people came to him and he healed them.  And it says that the children were crying out in the temple, “Hosanna to the Son of David!”  The Chief Priests and the scribes came up to Jesus and said, “Do you not hear what these children are saying?” 
To these guys, shouting “Hosanna to the Son of David” in the temple is not child’s play.  It is like joking about having a bomb in your bag at the airport.  Because right next to the temple, looming over its courtyard like a hammer poised to fall, is the fortress of the Roman Governor.  Don’t say you’re the new David, the Messiah, the true King of Israel, unless you mean it, because if you’re serious, it means war.
But they were wrong about what Jesus had come there to do.  You’ll remember that at one point, when his disciples asked him who was top dog, he took a little child and put it in the middle of them and said, “Unless you change and become like this little child, you will never enter the Kingdom of Heaven.”  The children of Jerusalem may not have understood exactly what Jesus was doing that day, but they were much closer to the mark than the leaders in the temple.  Those men assumed that he was trying to outplay them at their own game, and so they secretly set their traps for him.  But the children saw that Jesus was inviting them to his game, which was entirely different, a game that was creative, and joyful, and fun, that welcomed everyone who wanted to participate, and had no winner and no losers.  It was open-ended, a game that could potentially go on forever, and there was a place in it for them, so they came out to play.
The elders, and Chief priests, and scribes of Jerusalem got it wrong about what Jesus had come there to do.  And ever since the church has been saying we’ve got it right.  Over the centuries, our great preachers and theologians have come up with all kinds of explanations for what Jesus went there to do.  Most of them sound very serious and businesslike.  They talk about the atoning work of Christ, and what he accomplished on the cross, and his death as a transaction by which he substituted his own sinless life for the lives of us sinners, and took on himself the punishment that by all rights should have fallen on us.  Mostly they seem to agree that Jesus went to Jerusalem in order to die.
But while the theologians give their explanations there is a kind of childlike wisdom in the liturgical tradition of the church, that is faithful to the outlook of the first Christian generations who gave us the gospels, who understood that an explanation isn’t half as good as a story.  And this popular liturgical tradition knows that even a story isn’t as good as a play.  There is an intuitive understanding, that you see expressed in different ways all over the world, in German Passion Plays, and Guatemalan Holy Week processions, and even here in St. John’s, Petaluma, that the passion of Jesus is a drama.  I think this is no accident, but conveys a deep insight into the mind of Christ, and even the purposes of God.
Because Jesus didn’t go into Jerusalem to take over and become king, and maybe he didn’t even go there to die on the cross for our sins.  Maybe he didn’t have a particular goal in mind at all, except to be faithful to the role that God had given him.  Maybe he was simply continuing a game he’d been playing all along, acting as if God really loves us, and really rules the world, and really just wants us all to come out and play, in the open air, in the light, of truth, of forgiveness, and compassion, and thanksgiving, and peace, and Jesus was willing even at the risk of his own life, to bring God’s invitation to the priests, and the elders, and the scribes.  Of course he was no fool, so he guessed how they would react.  We watch them play out their own roles, and every scene that follows has its grim theatricality—Judas’ kiss in the garden, the kangaroo court in the High Priest’s house, Pilate’s washing his hands in front of the crowd, the soldier’s brutal parody of coronation, and the naked tortured body on the gibbet by the city gate, with the placard reading “King of the Jews.”
These actors think they know what they’re doing.  They think they are making a grand show of power, and innocence, and possession of the sacred public trust.  Little do they know that down through the ages they will be synonymous with treachery, impiety, and murder.  How could they know that they are tearing away forever the false pretensions of dominating power, exposing the death’s head behind the mask?  They think that they are making an example of Jesus, a sign of terror and humiliation to his followers and all the people.  How could they know that they are exalting him forever as savior and redeemer and Lord?  Who is the overlooked, forgotten actor in the drama who could bring this about?  What shocking, unexpected twist could make such a dramatic reversal?  Tune in next week to find out.
         
  

Sunday, March 24, 2013

Asking the hard questions



The Liturgy of the Palms
Luke 19:28-40
Psalm 118:1-2, 19-29
The Liturgy of the Word
Isaiah 50:4-9a
Psalm 31:9-16
Philippians 2:5-11
Luke 22:14-23:56

I don’t know about you, but I have questions about the stories we just heard.  I have questions about Jesus riding into Jerusalem and the crowd that waved their branches and laid their cloaks down in the road ahead of him, shouting “Blessed is the King who comes in the name of the Lord!”  And I have questions about the other story, the one about the crowd that dragged him before Pontius Pilate shouting “Crucify him!  Crucify him!”  I don’t know what Jesus was expecting to happen after coming into Jerusalem like that.  If we can believe the gospel accounts, he knew things were going to play out just the way they did.  But, if he knew he was going to be killed, why did he go?
The centuries have produced a variety of answers to that question.  Mostly they are theological interpretations of his death.   Jesus went to Jerusalem, the theologians say, in order to die.  And they offer explanations of what it was that his death accomplished, and why it was only in dying that he could finish the work God sent him to do.    These theories of The Atonement—about how Jesus paid the penalty for our sin, or how in dying he overthrew the powers of death, or how he gave for all time a perfect example of self-sacrificing love—these theories are meant as answers, but they only raise more questions— important questions, worthy of careful study and reflection, but that can also seem kind of remote from you and me and the decisions that we have to make every day about how to live our lives.
But there is something about the way we tell the stories this morning, how we act them out, or put them on, if you will, that suggests that they are meant to relate to us.  They ask questions that we are supposed to answer.  And some of these questions are hard.  But I think that on the human and historical level that’s what Jesus rode into Jerusalem to do—to ask hard questions.  The first thing he does when he gets there is to go into the temple and make a scene, driving out those who are selling there, and calling the place a “den of robbers.”  It is a confrontation, the action of someone who means to be reckoned with.  But it is not the first strike in a battle to take control; it is the opening statement in a conversation.  Jesus isn’t there to fight, he’s there to talk, and it seems like what he most wants to talk about is the temple, and the people who are in charge of it. 
The temple in Jerusalem was like the Vatican, Washington, D.C., and the New York Stock Exchange all rolled into one.   It was the institution that dominated Jesus’ world, the center around which the political, economic, social, and religious map of the life of every Jew was drawn.  And as Jesus went around in Galilee, driving out evil spirits, healing the sick, preaching good news to the poor, ministering with compassion to people who were like sheep without a shepherd, he ran into the local representatives of the temple.  They challenged his authority to do the things he did and they questioned the way that he did them.  And he confronted them about their hypocrisy, and their failure to practice what they preached, and challenged them to renew the essential spirit of their religion.  But this conflict was a stalemate, and it only intensified, until it was inevitable that Jesus would carry the argument to its source.
Jesus didn’t go to the temple to seize power—he went there to talk.  But he wanted to talk about the things that the elite at the temple didn’t want to talk about.  It’s true that they came to him with questions, which he answered with questions of his own, and after one or two of Jesus’ questions they shut their mouths and went away.  And that was because they weren’t really interested in dialogue.  When the chief priests and the scribes sent their spies, as he is teaching in the temple, to ask him “Is it lawful for us to give tribute to Caesar, or not?” they weren’t actually interested in having a conversation about the economic arrangements in an imperialistic world system.  They weren’t asking to talk about the relation between the sovereignty of the Emperor and the sovereignty of God, and which is more deserving of our allegiance.  They were simply bandying words, trying to get him to incriminate himself, and when he tried to lead them into a real exploration of the truth, they had nothing to say.
By the time that Jesus was standing before the high priest himself, he had nothing more to say, either, because it was clear by then that there was no hope of having a real conversation.  Maybe the gospel writers are right, and he knew all along that this was how things were going to go.  Maybe he had no expectation that the temple elite were going to listen to what he had to say.  Maybe he knew perfectly well that they would never open their lives, to an honest examination, let alone consider going in a different direction.  But that’s the thing about knowing the truth—about being committed to the God whose Spirit is truth.  You can’t just sit idly by while the nation you love is poisoned with a never-ending diet of lies.  You have to speak up; you have to ask questions about what is really going on.
On this Passion Sunday, Jesus challenges us again to make our churches places where the hard questions are asked, and where real conversations can happen.   It’s interesting how many of the gospel stories about Jesus’ arguments with his enemies take place while he is worshipping with them in the synagogue, or in their houses having dinner.  If Christian churches can’t hold open a space where people can talk about the hard questions without the stridency of entrenched ideological positions, where else will we find that space?  Can this church be a place where we talk to each other about the things that matter without asking ourselves “is this person a Liberal or a Conservative?” but rather, “What are her values and concerns?  What beliefs and experiences have shaped her understanding of the world?  What can she teach me?”
Jesus rode to certain death because he trusted that love is the truth, and truth only becomes truth when it is communicated.  The truth is something that lives between us, in the space where we touch each other.  Jesus learned about this from God, and so he trusted that God would use him for the truth, even if the only way he could tell it was to die.  So one of the benefits of his death and passion is that we, too, can risk the truth.  We can venture into the space between us where no one is completely guilty, because no one is entirely innocent.  We can sustain a conversation about the hard questions, because Jesus showed us that if we can’t talk honestly about power, our justice is a lie, and if we can’t talk openly about war, our peace is a lie, and if we are afraid to talk about evil, our goodness is a lie. 
And to live a lie is to die every day, a slow, painful, meaningless death.  But as he is dying, Jesus turns to the repentant thief, the one who in the agony of crucifixion finally admits the truth about himself, and he says “today you will be with me in Paradise.”

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I am a priest in the Episcopal Church, and have been (among other things) an organic farmer and gardener, and a Zen monk. I have a lifelong interest in social and spiritual renewal on the basis of contemplative discipline, creative nonviolence, and ecological practice. In recent years my work has focused intensely on the responsibility of pastoral ministry in the humanistic, evangelical, and catholic branch of Christianity known as Anglicanism. I'm married with a daughter, and have three brothers and two parents.