Showing posts with label doctrine. Show all posts
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Saturday, June 17, 2017

How we know



Last week I had lunch with the pastor of a church in town whom I suppose one might describe as a conservative evangelical.  Our conversation was cordial and wide-ranging, and when it was all over I was left with two overall impressions.  The first was that this man was supremely confident in the purpose of the church as a missionary enterprise.  He gave no sign of inhibitions or defensiveness about reaching out to people with the gospel of Jesus Christ.  And I found myself admiring him for that, even a little bit envious.  But he also seemed to equate the mission of the gospel, somewhat simplistically, with converting people to the Christian religion as he understands and practices it.  And so my second impression was one of rigidity, of a conviction that is tied to the need to be right, to be certain, and to compel others to be certain, of absolute and invariable truths. 
The resurrection of Jesus might seem to be one such truth.  Either you believe it happened as an objective fact, the thinking goes, or you do not, and therein lies the line of demarcation between being a Christian and being something else.   But in the stories of the resurrection in the Gospels themselves, proving the certain factuality of the event is not the most important thing.  They are stories, by and large, about subjective experiences that Jesus’ disciples had of encountering him after his death.  A common characteristic of these encounters is their ambiguity; often they hinge on the question of whether it really is Jesus, and how the disciples will know that it is.
You could say that the essential message of these stories is that the life and work of Jesus goes on.  The physical and mental healing of the afflicted, the renewal of Israel’s faith and hope, the restoration of covenant community that he accomplished through his words and actions--these works are still underway, where Jesus is remembered and learned from and loved.  When we say “Christ is risen!” we are bearing witness that the same life-giving power of God, which was manifest long ago in Jesus of Nazareth, is still known, still active in the human world on human terms in those who carry on his name, his story, his Spirit.
But couldn’t we say the same about any particularly wise, noble, courageous, faithful, and loving person?  We might imagine, on our very best days that something like this could even be said about us after we’re gone.  We can hope to be remembered, and that in the memory of others we would live on.  And if we have lived our lives well, perhaps the memory of us will give some hope, encouragement, and inspiration to the next generation, or even the one after that. 
We can certainly think about the resurrection of Jesus in this way.  Under the influence of modernity, this is more and more how we do think of it.  But it is hard to imagine the Christian movement exploding into the world the way that it did if this were all that the resurrection really means.  And the historic confession of the Christian faith says that it is not.   We say that the God of Israel, the creator of heaven and earth, was involved in the life of Jesus in a unique and particular way.  God chose Jesus’ time and place for a decisive intervention in the sacred history of his people.  And with the Spirit of God guiding him, Jesus gave that sacred story new power with his life, and broke it open with his death, so it could become the sacred story of the whole world.  It became the story of the transformation of all humankind into the holy people of God, a transformation coming about through the risen life of Jesus.   
But if Jesus had died at a ripe old age from eating a poisonous mushroom, as is said of the Buddha, his resurrection might have been a stupendous miracle, but it would not have made him Messiah and Lord.  It is not incidental to the exaltation of Jesus, or to the transformation it initiated in the world, that the body that rose alive from the empty tomb had been put to death in a gruesome public spectacle.  It had been tortured and killed as an act of terror meant to crush any idea of resistance to the power of the state.  It was the resurrection of a victim, murdered in a miscarriage of justice, in which the religious leaders of the people of God were deeply complicit.
The gospel proclamation of the resurrection of the crucified puts a particular stamp on the mission of the church.  Or at least it ought to.  But when you’re talking about God’s decisive breakthrough into history, and about uniting the entire human race in a single spiritual destiny, it is easy to slide into religious imperialism.  It is easy to think that we Christians, or we, the true Christians, are now in charge of the world’s transformation, which is something we effect, by converting people to our religion, convincing them that we and only we can possibly be right. 
But to say that Christ is King of Kings and Lord of Lords, the great victor over the powers of evil and death and the final judge of the world, is only half the truth.  Because his is the victory, through the power of God, of a victim; the victim of those who were certain they were right.   And the zealous attempt to remake the world on the basis of half a truth is why, when you look at the record of what has been accomplished so far, you see tremendous achievements in humanizing society: hospitals, schools, and orphanages, music and art of transcendent beauty, profound expressions of philosophical truth, movements of social reform and emancipation; and also so much conquest and murder, so much enslavement and oppression, so much rape of human beings and the natural world, done in the name of Christ.
This morning’s reading from the Gospel of Luke, describes faith in Jesus’ resurrection, not as a moment of decision, when we grasp the truth of a doctrine and make it our own, but as a journey we make together in the company of a stranger.   It is a conversation that begins not with an announcement but with a question: “What are you discussing with each other while you walk along?”  The disciples have no answer, but just stand still, looking sad.  So we might say the resurrection faith is a conversation Christ begins with us when we are stuck, at a standstill, when our hopes for God’s redemption and our faith in God’s promises are disappointed.   The stranger then calls the disciples’ attention from their own disheartening and confusing circumstances back to their sacred story.  Not to pick out texts as proofs of Christian doctrine, but so they see the whole panorama of Moses and the prophets from the vantage point of a God who is with his people in their suffering.
He shows them a God who speaks liberation to the oppressed, comfort to the afflicted, consolation to the bereaved, who speaks out on behalf of widows and orphans, exiles and slaves, and the alien in your midst.  And though the disciples still don’t understand why, their hearts begin to burn with longing for the living presence of this God.  So when they come to their destination, they press the stranger to stay with them a little longer, “for evening is at hand and the day is past.”  He accepts their kindness (or is it their need?—maybe a little of both); he comes in and sits down with them as their honored guest.  And when he breaks bread and blesses it and gives it to them, they know. 
Their minds go back to a hundred other meals at the end of a day of hard walking, to rude peasant cottages and tax collectors’ villas, where Jesus was the guest who became the host; how he blessed and broke the bread, and together they feasted, a company of strangers from all walks of life, the not-quite-right and the not-all-there and the too-much-too-fast and the too-cool-for-school.  They remembered how those meals seemed to go on and on, and nobody worried about the time, or whether the wine would run out, but their hearts were light and their laughter was easy, and for those few precious hours they were one people, brothers and sisters in the family of God. 
The disciples in the house in Emmaus came out of their reverie, and saw that Jesus was gone.  But they knew he was alive; and they knew that what they’d seen was not a memory of the past but a vision of the future.  And they knew what they were supposed to do.   
        

Sunday, January 11, 2015

Original grace




When I was in my early thirties, I decided to get baptized.  I’d been thinking about it for a few years, ever since I’d discovered that I couldn’t become a Zen Buddhist priest because I was actually a Christian.  And for a time I considered organizing a baptism for myself.  I could ask my father, an ordained minister in the United Church of Christ, to perform the rite, and invite a few family members and friends to the shore of the Pacific Ocean, or the banks of the irrigation pond on the farm where I was working.  But the more I thought about it, and the more I learned about this strange thing called Christianity, the clearer it became that baptism wasn’t just something for me.  And it wasn’t about becoming a Christian in some general sense, or undergoing some kind of metaphysical change.   It was about becoming part of something made of flesh and blood.  It was about joining a community.

So it was only later, after attending Episcopal churches for a few years, and finding one in San Francisco where I felt I could belong, that I decided it was time.  So I signed up for a class, which involved going with a few other folks over to the Rector’s house for dinner and a conversation.  The only thing I remember well about that evening, besides the delicious catered meal, was that, along with a couple of us candidates who were adults, there was a young mother, who came on behalf of her infant daughter.  We were going around the table explaining why we were considering baptism at this time, and what we thought it might mean for us, and when it was the mother’s turn, she spoke about the importance of family tradition, and her desire to give her child a religious foundation for life. 
But then her voice rose and she got really quite passionate, as she began to lodge a strenuous objection to the doctrine of original sin.  She was outraged at the thought that her beautiful, perfect little child was somehow deep-dyed wicked at the core, and needed to have this congenital taint washed out of her, and to be born anew.  And the rest of us around the table, including the priest, had to agree, because, after all, when you put it like that, it really doesn’t make a lot of sense.   
Now I have some doubts about whether that young woman was reacting against real classical Christian doctrine, or a one-sided misinterpretation of it, but that’s not really the issue.  Because she had a point—if baptism is about the difference it makes to live our lives with God, but the accent is all on a heightened sense of worthlessness and guilt, then why bother?  Shouldn’t it be more about love and grace?  And if it is about a life lived in communion, of membership in a body, why focus such a harsh light of interrogation on the individual person?   It’s a distortion of perspective, and it yields a grotesque image, which is plain to see when the person in question is a child. 

This is a good example of why it's good to come to church, because in church we get to balance out our theological ideas about things like baptism with the actual practice.  We get to look into the face of a stranger, a newcomer to the community, and recognize ourselves.   The words we say and the actions we take when we baptize are about acknowledging what we all have in common.  They are about our shared humanity in God.   Baptism illuminates what it truly means to be human, but what it reveals is not a philosophical paradigm or a collective entity or a universal archetype, but the life and death of a person. 
When we baptize someone we call her by name, because the relationship of the baptized to the baptized is a relationship of persons, each one of whom is utterly unique, unprecedented, with a face and a path and a story unlike anyone’s who’s ever lived before.  But we also baptize everyone in the name of Jesus, the only Son, the human person whose life and death and resurrection shows us how each one of our stories, and all our stories together, are the story of God.   Now people are always looking for new and different ways to get that point across, ways that they think will be more direct, approachable, or user-friendly.  But the best way, I think, certainly the time-tested way, is to come together to listen to the story of Jesus.

There are different versions, and some of the versions have prologues.  For the last three weeks or so we’ve been listening to bits and pieces of those.  But all the versions agree that the main story begins with baptism.  A man named John appeared in the wilderness by the Jordan River, telling people that God was about to make a new start with everyone, so they’d better get ready.  And apparently a lot of them agreed that a new start was necessary.  I gather things weren’t going all that well in Judea and Jerusalem, because the inhabitants of those places out in droves to meet John, and they confessed all the things they had done to participate in the violence and injustice, the callous self-righteousness and self-promotion, the self-indulgence and escapism that plagued society at large. 
And as a sign of their desire to put all that behind them and make a new start with God, they waded out into the river, and John put them under with loving ferocity, pushed them down into the dark, cold, turbid water and held them there until they started to feel fear, started to really know just how close they were to nothingness, and how much they would give for just one breath of air.  And then the force of John’s strong hands reversed direction and lifted their faces up out of the water into light and breath and freedom.
And one of those, the story says, who came to be baptized, was Jesus from Nazareth in Galilee.  He heard John’s call to repent, a word that in our minds is linked with guilt.  But Jesus had nothing to confess.  His repentance must have been driven by something else: compassion, maybe, for his people; a sense of responsibility; a desire to be part of the movement of renewal; a longing for God.  In any case, Jesus gave himself over into the hands of John and went down into the river.  And when he came up everything changed. 
It wasn’t that he had changed—nothing had been added to him or taken away.  It was more like God changed.  God who had been hidden, far away in heaven, threw back the curtains.  God who had been silent, spoke.  God’s elusive Spirit, the maker of justice, the wisdom of creation, the vision of truth, came over him with wings of peace.  In that moment Jesus knew who he really was, and what he had to do.  Because this God of grace and love was not for him, but in him.  The immortal, invisible God had a visible, mortal face, and it was his face.
In this story of the beginning we can already glimpse the pattern of the whole: a life of repentance (or maybe we should call it “atonement”) for the sickness and suffering of the world, that is not preoccupied with sin and guilt, but abounding in solidarity, compassion, and joy; a personal revelation of God’s grace and intimate love; a movement of the Spirit, pouring out active, creative, healing, and liberating communication.   This is the pattern of the whole story of Jesus, and the fact that we can see the pattern right at the beginning is no mistake, because baptism is where his story converges with our own. 

Baptism is where our lives are incorporated into Jesus’ pattern, and that is why it matters, even if it happened to you as an infant, and you can’t remember a thing about it.  If there was even one person present that day that looked at you in your little white gown, kicking your legs and crying, and saw a recipient of God’s grace and love, it had its intended effect.  Because the choice that matters in our baptism is not our choice, just as it is not we who created the heavens and earth, or who gave us birth, or we who redeems our lives from death.  But though baptism is the revelation to the world of God’s life in us, conscious cooperation with that life is something we do choose day by day, hour by hour, moment by moment.

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I am a priest in the Episcopal Church, and have been (among other things) an organic farmer and gardener, and a Zen monk. I have a lifelong interest in social and spiritual renewal on the basis of contemplative discipline, creative nonviolence, and ecological practice. In recent years my work has focused intensely on the responsibility of pastoral ministry in the humanistic, evangelical, and catholic branch of Christianity known as Anglicanism. I'm married with a daughter, and have three brothers and two parents.