Showing posts with label Jesus. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Jesus. Show all posts

Saturday, June 17, 2017

How we know



Last week I had lunch with the pastor of a church in town whom I suppose one might describe as a conservative evangelical.  Our conversation was cordial and wide-ranging, and when it was all over I was left with two overall impressions.  The first was that this man was supremely confident in the purpose of the church as a missionary enterprise.  He gave no sign of inhibitions or defensiveness about reaching out to people with the gospel of Jesus Christ.  And I found myself admiring him for that, even a little bit envious.  But he also seemed to equate the mission of the gospel, somewhat simplistically, with converting people to the Christian religion as he understands and practices it.  And so my second impression was one of rigidity, of a conviction that is tied to the need to be right, to be certain, and to compel others to be certain, of absolute and invariable truths. 
The resurrection of Jesus might seem to be one such truth.  Either you believe it happened as an objective fact, the thinking goes, or you do not, and therein lies the line of demarcation between being a Christian and being something else.   But in the stories of the resurrection in the Gospels themselves, proving the certain factuality of the event is not the most important thing.  They are stories, by and large, about subjective experiences that Jesus’ disciples had of encountering him after his death.  A common characteristic of these encounters is their ambiguity; often they hinge on the question of whether it really is Jesus, and how the disciples will know that it is.
You could say that the essential message of these stories is that the life and work of Jesus goes on.  The physical and mental healing of the afflicted, the renewal of Israel’s faith and hope, the restoration of covenant community that he accomplished through his words and actions--these works are still underway, where Jesus is remembered and learned from and loved.  When we say “Christ is risen!” we are bearing witness that the same life-giving power of God, which was manifest long ago in Jesus of Nazareth, is still known, still active in the human world on human terms in those who carry on his name, his story, his Spirit.
But couldn’t we say the same about any particularly wise, noble, courageous, faithful, and loving person?  We might imagine, on our very best days that something like this could even be said about us after we’re gone.  We can hope to be remembered, and that in the memory of others we would live on.  And if we have lived our lives well, perhaps the memory of us will give some hope, encouragement, and inspiration to the next generation, or even the one after that. 
We can certainly think about the resurrection of Jesus in this way.  Under the influence of modernity, this is more and more how we do think of it.  But it is hard to imagine the Christian movement exploding into the world the way that it did if this were all that the resurrection really means.  And the historic confession of the Christian faith says that it is not.   We say that the God of Israel, the creator of heaven and earth, was involved in the life of Jesus in a unique and particular way.  God chose Jesus’ time and place for a decisive intervention in the sacred history of his people.  And with the Spirit of God guiding him, Jesus gave that sacred story new power with his life, and broke it open with his death, so it could become the sacred story of the whole world.  It became the story of the transformation of all humankind into the holy people of God, a transformation coming about through the risen life of Jesus.   
But if Jesus had died at a ripe old age from eating a poisonous mushroom, as is said of the Buddha, his resurrection might have been a stupendous miracle, but it would not have made him Messiah and Lord.  It is not incidental to the exaltation of Jesus, or to the transformation it initiated in the world, that the body that rose alive from the empty tomb had been put to death in a gruesome public spectacle.  It had been tortured and killed as an act of terror meant to crush any idea of resistance to the power of the state.  It was the resurrection of a victim, murdered in a miscarriage of justice, in which the religious leaders of the people of God were deeply complicit.
The gospel proclamation of the resurrection of the crucified puts a particular stamp on the mission of the church.  Or at least it ought to.  But when you’re talking about God’s decisive breakthrough into history, and about uniting the entire human race in a single spiritual destiny, it is easy to slide into religious imperialism.  It is easy to think that we Christians, or we, the true Christians, are now in charge of the world’s transformation, which is something we effect, by converting people to our religion, convincing them that we and only we can possibly be right. 
But to say that Christ is King of Kings and Lord of Lords, the great victor over the powers of evil and death and the final judge of the world, is only half the truth.  Because his is the victory, through the power of God, of a victim; the victim of those who were certain they were right.   And the zealous attempt to remake the world on the basis of half a truth is why, when you look at the record of what has been accomplished so far, you see tremendous achievements in humanizing society: hospitals, schools, and orphanages, music and art of transcendent beauty, profound expressions of philosophical truth, movements of social reform and emancipation; and also so much conquest and murder, so much enslavement and oppression, so much rape of human beings and the natural world, done in the name of Christ.
This morning’s reading from the Gospel of Luke, describes faith in Jesus’ resurrection, not as a moment of decision, when we grasp the truth of a doctrine and make it our own, but as a journey we make together in the company of a stranger.   It is a conversation that begins not with an announcement but with a question: “What are you discussing with each other while you walk along?”  The disciples have no answer, but just stand still, looking sad.  So we might say the resurrection faith is a conversation Christ begins with us when we are stuck, at a standstill, when our hopes for God’s redemption and our faith in God’s promises are disappointed.   The stranger then calls the disciples’ attention from their own disheartening and confusing circumstances back to their sacred story.  Not to pick out texts as proofs of Christian doctrine, but so they see the whole panorama of Moses and the prophets from the vantage point of a God who is with his people in their suffering.
He shows them a God who speaks liberation to the oppressed, comfort to the afflicted, consolation to the bereaved, who speaks out on behalf of widows and orphans, exiles and slaves, and the alien in your midst.  And though the disciples still don’t understand why, their hearts begin to burn with longing for the living presence of this God.  So when they come to their destination, they press the stranger to stay with them a little longer, “for evening is at hand and the day is past.”  He accepts their kindness (or is it their need?—maybe a little of both); he comes in and sits down with them as their honored guest.  And when he breaks bread and blesses it and gives it to them, they know. 
Their minds go back to a hundred other meals at the end of a day of hard walking, to rude peasant cottages and tax collectors’ villas, where Jesus was the guest who became the host; how he blessed and broke the bread, and together they feasted, a company of strangers from all walks of life, the not-quite-right and the not-all-there and the too-much-too-fast and the too-cool-for-school.  They remembered how those meals seemed to go on and on, and nobody worried about the time, or whether the wine would run out, but their hearts were light and their laughter was easy, and for those few precious hours they were one people, brothers and sisters in the family of God. 
The disciples in the house in Emmaus came out of their reverie, and saw that Jesus was gone.  But they knew he was alive; and they knew that what they’d seen was not a memory of the past but a vision of the future.  And they knew what they were supposed to do.   
        

Sunday, June 21, 2015

To the other side







I’ve just returned from a vacation trip to my brother’s wedding in Madison, Wisconsin, which began with four solid days of family gatherings and raucous festivities.  But when that was all over, my wife and daughter and I retreated to the home of Meg’s a college friend Pam.  And on our second day there we packed up our towels and bathing suits and a picnic lunch and brought along Joel, Pam’s younger son headed out of town to Devil’s Lake.
The sandy bottom of that lake stays shallow a long way out from the shore, so it’s a perfect place for children.  I played with the kids a bit, and then when I was satisfied that they were content with each other, I went to rent a stand-up paddle board from the concession by the beach.  I made a little voyage out into the middle of the lake before heading back in so that everyone else could have a turn.  Meg went for a cruise, and when she came back we let Risa and Joel take turns paddling around in the shallow water.
Then our hour was up, and I asked the kids if they wanted to ride on the front of the board while I paddled it back to the boat rental area.  They climbed on carefully and sat down while I shifted to the back to even the weight.  I paddled along slowly, skirting the crowd of bathers close to the shore.  We all had to concentrate on keeping as balanced as possible, because if one of us started leaning to one side, the weight of the others would accelerate us toward the tipping point.  By the same token, we had to be cautious not to overcorrect when we moved to right ourselves, and so spill over in the opposite direction. 
We made it to the beach at the boat rental area without capsizing, and it felt like a big relief.  But when you think about it, what was the worst that could have happened?  We would have tipped over and fallen into three or four feet of lake water, the same placid water we had been splashing and plunging and wading in just a few minutes before.  Something about riding on top of the paddle board and the illusion of mastery that it gave us changed the way we thought about that water.  From the precarious perspective of the deck of our little craft, it was no longer our cooling and refreshing friend—it was a dark peril to cross over using all our vigilance and skill.
The danger that the disciples of Jesus were in on that stormy night on the lake was very real.  Those waters were deep, and those men were quite familiar with them.  They knew how unexpectedly the squalls of wind could come down from cold heights of Mt. Hermon, and how quickly they could whip the surface up into dangerous waves.  So they must have been asking themselves what they were doing out there in the middle of the lake in the dark of night.
Well, the answer to that was easy—they were there because Jesus sent them.  Jesus said, “let’s go across to the other side,” and they went.  That’s what disciples do, after all—they trust the teacher and go where he tells them to go.  And insofar as we also are disciples of Jesus we are committed to doing the same.  We go where we think Jesus wants us to go, and at least part of what that means for us is that we go to church.  Now maybe we think that’s not a very risky thing to do.  This church building has been sitting here on this corner for 124 years, which has a reassuring ring to it.  Even the great earthquake of 1906 didn’t knock it down, so maybe it feels like a safe place where we are protected from the storms and tides and whirlpools of the world outside.
But the church is not some giant unsinkable cruise ship purring along high above the waves.  The massacre last Wednesday night at the Emanuel African Methodist Episcopal Church in Charleston, South Carolina reminded us that the church is a little open boat, and in a storm the waves are liable to come in over the side.  Our society is being buffeted right now by a storm of unchecked gun violence and long-simmering racist hate, and it’s tempting to want to batten down the hatches and turn the ship around, to look for a safe harbor where we can stay warm and dry.  But Jesus says, “friends, let’s go across to the other side.”
We are accustomed to think of the church as a place of refuge from the ugliness and sickness of the world.  But the career of Jesus is a sustained engagement with the “other side” of human experience, the side we prefer not to think about.  You can see this especially clearly in the Gospel of Mark, which doesn’t contain a lot of long quotations of Jesus.  There is no Sermon on the Mount in Mark; there are no lengthy parables like the story of the Good Samaritan or the Prodigal Son.  What is in Mark are a lot of stories of the people that Jesus encountered along his way, and the things that he did and said to change their lives.  And what those encounters have in common it is that in them Jesus confronts some aspect of the human condition that we would rather not deal with.
The people who seek him out are the people we would rather not deal with.  They are the people we don’t want to know, or to become.  They are the sick, the outcast, the insane, the disabled.  They are the poor and the little children.   They are everyone who it is too much trouble, too time-consuming, inconvenient, and expensive to have to take care of.  Or if they are not, if they are people who have it all together, who are well-situated in society, and well-satisfied with themselves, Jesus’ encounters with them reveal their arrogance and self-righteousness.  He shows them their true colors, hidden under their cloak of prestige and respectability—the colors of envy, deceitfulness, and hate, and deadly violence.  Jesus shows them these things and he finds them turned against himself.
So following Jesus is no guarantee of worldly success, or even of survival.  The martyrs of Emanuel AME Church have proven that once again.  Following Jesus requires that we surrender all our illusions of invulnerability and control, and accept the full vulnerability of being human.  Sometimes it is all enough to make you wonder, like the disciples in the gospel, whether God is asleep, or simply doesn’t care.  But the journey across to the other side is not just a challenge to be met or a commandment to be obeyed—it is good news, and it comes with a promise.  This is the promise that in Christ God has come across to our side, to make this stormy journey with us.  That’s what “Emanuel” means, after all—God with us. 
The gospel is not just the story of Jesus’ encounters with a lot of sick and sinful people.  It is also the story of their encounters with him, encounters that bring a sudden end to the raging of the wind and waves, and to a great and mysterious calm.  The encounter with Christ does not leave us with a final answer to the human condition, but it does leave us with questions, planted like seeds in the center of our lives—questions about what we were afraid of, and what it might mean to have faith, and above all, the question “Who is this?” 
They are questions that transform the way we look at our journey.  They open up the possibility that there is another “other side” of human existence that we have scarcely begun to know, one that is fully human and at the same time divine.   They are questions that suggest that Jesus is leading us, not merely across social and racial and religious barriers, but also across the gulf between earth and heaven, between time and eternity, between death and life.  So the only response that is really fitting to the encounter with Christ is worship and praise.  But this is not worship in a spirit of triumphalism and certainty, but of awe and wonder.  It is thanksgiving that remains profoundly aware of the fragility and precariousness of human life, and of the mystery of God’s presence with us.  It is praise that is focused more on wrestling with the deep and life-giving questions than standing pat on the answers.  It is discipleship that knows that we are still in middle of our crossing, and that it is only by the gracious loving-kindness of God that we will make it to the other side.     


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I am a priest in the Episcopal Church, and have been (among other things) an organic farmer and gardener, and a Zen monk. I have a lifelong interest in social and spiritual renewal on the basis of contemplative discipline, creative nonviolence, and ecological practice. In recent years my work has focused intensely on the responsibility of pastoral ministry in the humanistic, evangelical, and catholic branch of Christianity known as Anglicanism. I'm married with a daughter, and have three brothers and two parents.