Showing posts with label Transfiguration. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Transfiguration. Show all posts

Sunday, February 26, 2017

Visions of the Real World



 
Most biblical scholars agree that the New Testament book of Second Peter was not written by Peter.  Near the end of it there is a reference to “all the letters of Paul” that implies not only that those writings have been gathered into a collection, but that they also have achieved the status of Holy Scripture.  Which are things that did not take place until long after the Apostle Peter was dead.  For this and for other reasons, the general consensus is that this was the last book of the Bible to be written, and dates from well into the 2nd Century. 
Taking that into account, it seems strange that this morning’s reading from Second Peter stakes such a strong claim to being eyewitness testimony.   “We were not just passing on clever myths that someone made up,” it says, “when we told you about the power of Jesus and his coming.  We saw his glory with our own eyes.  We heard the voice of God with our own ears when it said, ‘This is my Son, my Beloved, with whom I am well-pleased.’  We were there with Jesus on the mountaintop.”  
So was the person who wrote these words lying?  Was he putting forward what some today might call “alternative facts?”  Well, the simple answer is “yes.”  But as with most things pertaining to the Bible, the simple answer isn’t really satisfactory.  It only opens the door to a lot more questions.  And there is ongoing, robust academic debate about all sorts of historical problems related to the authorship of Second Peter and other New Testament books that seem to have been written under the names of people who did not in fact write them. 
But for me as a preacher those historical-critical problems, though worth thinking about, are less important than the questions about what the texts themselves are trying to say.  And the way I see it, even if this author knew that his audience understood perfectly well that he was not the Apostle Peter, he wrote it as if it’s what Peter would say in the present circumstances if he were here.
If you read Second Peter as a whole, you’ll see that its context is an argument with other religious teachers.  And the beef it has with those teachers is that they seem to have relaxed any tension between being a Christian and just kind of going with the flow of business as usual in the world as we know it.  They are teaching that the conventional world is not going to change much, for the better or the worse, so the point of religion is to accommodate you successfully to the world: to looking out for number one, and getting rich, and doing whatever it is that seems like it will make you feel good at the moment. 
But if Peter were here, he wouldn’t stand for this.  He would say that God has called us to expect more from life than that.  He would tell us that, in fact, God has promised to radically transform the world as we know it, and to transform us along with it, so that we become sharers in the very nature of Godself.
And Peter would remind us that our faith in these promises is grounded in concrete historical experience.   Certain people got to see and hear for themselves, in a real time and a real place, what we will be like when God transforms us.  They were able to do this because they were disciples of Jesus.  In his presence, they caught a vision of what the world really is and what God really means for it to be, and how a person speaks and acts who really understands the difference and wants the world and God’s purpose to be reconciled. 
The author of Second Peter could have chosen any of the well-known Gospel stories to make a case for the unique authority that comes from having been there as an eyewitness.  But he chose the one we read from Matthew today, the story of the Transfiguration.  And I think this is because it’s the one episode in the gospels that focuses entirely on a few disciples and a transient revelatory moment in their experience of Jesus.  Jesus himself doesn’t do anything remarkable in the story.  It is Peter, James, and John who see him talking to Moses and Elijah.  It is they who see the vision of his face transfigured and shining like the sun.  It is they who are enveloped in the cloud of light and who hear the heavenly voice.  It is they who fall down on their faces like dead men, and then lift up their eyes to see no one but Jesus alone.
And as they are going down the mountain to rejoin the rest of his disciples, Jesus tells them not to speak of it until after he has risen from the dead.   So the whole thing kind of feels like a dream, like a shamanic journey to another world, and we have only the word of Peter, James, and John to tell us that it really happened.  And that might be the whole point.  Because it is of such rare material that we often must construct our faith. 
In a lifetime we may have only a few fleeting glimpses of the glory that God intends for us, a precious handful of moments on the mountaintop.   Or we may feel as if we’ve never been there, and depend on the testimony of hardier souls to tell us what it’s like.  And yet such moments, even second-hand, impress on us such a radically-different vision of reality, that they haunt us.  The longing they awaken for a greater significance to our lives, the discontent with a shallow materialistic existence they leave behind, often have to be enough—enough to sustain us through long periods of just going through the religious motions, wondering if it’s all a sham. 
Second Peter tells us that this is actually providential.  It helps us avoid mistaking the lamp we have been given to guide us on the path for the glorious dawn toward which we are going.  And it teaches us to measure the worth of our mountaintop experiences by the lives we live every day down here in the suburbs.  Which is also goes for our efforts at religious discipline.  
At the Zen temple we used to have seven- or ten day meditation intensives called sesshin, which is Japanese for “gathering the mind.”  During sesshin we would sit upwards of twelve or thirteen periods a day of silent meditation, interspersed with walking meditation and services of chanting and prostrations.  We would eat in silence at our seats in the meditation hall.  Except for a daily sermon and an optional brief, private conversation with one of the teachers, there was no talking.  There was no reading or writing during the breaks after meals. 
I can still vividly remember certain moments that occurred twenty-five years ago during sesshin, moments in which exactly nothing happened.  You could say they were moments on the mountaintop.  But our teachers used to tell us that the point of sesshin is to realize that your whole life is sesshin.   And we could say something like that about the Christian season of Lent.  The point of Lent is to realize that your whole life is Lent. 
During these forty days every spring we intensify our effort to pay attention, to let go of what is not essential, to purify our bodies and minds, to take less and pray more, and remember those whose needs are more pressing than our own.  But our purpose is not simply to “get through Lent” and move on, but to remember some basic spiritual truths to carry with us throughout the remainder of the year.  We do not approach Lent like convicted criminals being marched into prison to serve our time.   We come as those returning to the valley from the mountaintop, as those who have seen the glory of God’s beloved Son, who have felt his healing touch, and heard him say to us, “Get up; do not be afraid.”
If we come to Lent seeking silence, it is because we know there are some things for which words are inadequate.  If we come for instruction, it is because we’ve heard the voice that tells us to listen to God’s beloved.  If we come to repent, it is because we have seen the glory for which we are created, and which we have stubbornly refused.  If we come praying and fasting for justice, it is because we know that another world is possible.              

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

The view from the mountain




There’s something to be said for climbing to the top of a mountain.  I’m no mountaineer, but I have been to the summit of a few 14,000 foot peaks in my lifetime, here in California and in Colorado.  I’ve experienced the silence, the solitude, the rare light of the highest places, so I think I understand why so many of the world’s cultures think of the mountaintop as the dwelling-place of God.  But the most meaningful mountaintop experiences of my life have probably been the ones where I climbed a peak in the vicinity of my home.  These have not been particularly tall mountains—I’m thinking of place like Camel’s Hump, in the Green Mountains of Vermont, just over 4,000 feet high, or Mt. Junipero Serra, the tallest peak in Monterey County, just under 6,000.  But to climb mountains like that, to look down on the valleys where I was spending the rest of my days, was to gain a new, more encompassing perspective on the world I lived in.  It was to get a new vision of my life.
If we think of Mark’s gospel as a landscape, this story of the Transfiguration of Jesus is the mountain peak from which it all comes into view.  The voice speaking from the cloud reminds us of the baptism scene at the beginning of the gospel, where a voice from heaven says to Jesus, “You are my beloved Son.”  And on the way back down the mountain, Jesus orders the disciples not to tell anyone about their vision until he has been raised from the dead.  In this way the story points forward to the gospel’s end.  The Transfiguration is the center point of the gospel, the pivot on which Mark’s narrative turns.
But it is more than just the structural high point; it is also the contemplative heart of the gospel.  It is the moment at which the disciples, and we, their successors, are left speechless in awe.  It is the moment when all the different aspects of what Jesus says and does, as healer, as teacher, as victor over evil, and liberator from oppression, converge.  It is where all the colors of the spectrum combine in the simple purity of white light.  Peter says, "Rabbi, it is good for us to be here!” and he is right—Jesus wanted them there, wanted them to see this vision of his glory.  But when Peter adds, “Let us make three dwellings, one for you, one for Moses, and one for Elijah," he appears ridiculous.  This is the moment when it is enough just to be there—there is nothing to do but to see, and to hear.  
And for all its spiritual grandeur, this is not a private mystical experience.  Peter, James, and John see the vision together.  In this way the Transfiguration is a preview of the life of the church, in Mark’s time and also in ours.  For we are a community bound together by a shared vision of glory.  Not that we all see the same details.  Not that we all interpret the vision in the same way.   We may not be conversant in Christian doctrine, we may not be able to articulate our spirituality, we may not have a conversion story to tell, or even to be comfortable calling ourselves “Christians,” but these things do not matter so much. We have all seen brightness so dazzling that you can’t look directly at it.  All of us are here this morning because we are drawn to the gospel of the glory of Christ, a light that mere human invention could not have made. 
The mountaintop is not just a place where we get a majestic vision.  It is also a place of quiet.  All the noise of everyday life and activity in the world below dies away to a distant murmur.  If we hear anything it is only the sound of the wind and the silence of the vast spaces.  And the Transfiguration is not just about seeing, it is also a story about hearing.  The voice from the cloud tells the disciples, “Listen to him.”  But at that moment Jesus is not speaking.  This is a command to an ongoing work of listening.  It reveals to us the one we should be listening to, and there is an implied message in this revelation—the one you see here, the person you see now, will continue to speak to you. 
There is a way of reading the Holy Scriptures that treats them as a material object.  They are a historical artifact to study, an enigma to be decoded, a puzzle to be solved, and we go to work on them.  We hold them up this way and that and examine their structure.  We pull them apart to see how they work.  We break them down and put them back together again to make them serve our needs and our purposes.  We want them to tell us what to do.  We want them to tell us a story we can believe in.  We want them to describe a world for us that makes sense.
But there is another way to read them.  It works best when we hear them read aloud by ourselves or by others.  It’s not something that we can make happen by effort of will.  We have to allow it to happen, and this requires us to forget ourselves for a moment.  Sometimes, when we let go of our needs and desires and give ourselves completely to the act of listening, we hear something in the scriptures that is more than the words being read.  We hear a voice, speaking.  I remember a Sunday morning in San Francisco about fifteen years ago, sitting listening to someone read the gospel lesson for the day, when for a moment I was no longer hearing the oral reproduction of a written text.  For a moment I heard, coming through the person reading, through the printed page, through the centuries of transmission, translation, analysis and commentary, through the act of writing down the oral tradition, through the passing along of the conventional form of the story, I heard Jesus speaking.
A glimpsed reflection of glory; a voice heard speaking through the text—such are the mountaintop experiences that have sustained countless Christian souls on their pilgrimage through this world.  Some of these souls have been so saturated with the light of the Transfiguration that they themselves become a source of that light for others.  Some have conversed so long and so deep with the master that their own mouths speak with his voice.  Most of us make do with a glimmer here and a whisper there.  But there is always the possibility of seeing more.  Any moment we might hear another word from his mouth.  A mountain is not easy to climb, but we keep at it.  We keep coming here, to get encouragement from other climbers, to urge each other on.
 And who knows, maybe there’s someone here this morning who is spending a little time resting at the summit.  Maybe one of you will see a little bit of glory here today.  Maybe one of you will hear a voice speaking here this morning that grabs your attention and echoes deep inside you with a life and a purpose that are not your own.  Maybe one of you will go away from this place today feeling like the horizons of your life have opened out a little wider, like you have a better sense for the place where you are and how all the features of your landscape fit together.  Maybe so.  Maybe not.  Maybe today.  Maybe next time.  But here is the place where we affirm for each other that the light of God’s glory is always shining.  Here is where we celebrate the voice that is always speaking.  Let’s keep coming back here.  Let’s keep climbing the mountain together.     

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Do not be afraid




In the summer of 1994 I made the 200-odd mile journey on foot from Yosemite Valley to Mt. Whitney on the John Muir Trail.  On the last night of the 20-day trip I ate an early supper at Guitar Lake and climbed up to about 12,000 feet on the west shoulder of Whitney, where I made camp on a grassy shelf not far from the trail.  My plan was to be the first person the next morning to stand on the top of the highest mountain in the lower 49 states.   I arose when it was barely light, had a breakfast of trail mix and granola bars, drank a little water, and packed up my tent.
I scrambled up through a boulder-field to the trail and it was there that I met with a terrible sight—Boy Scouts!  A whole troop of them, chattering and grumbling their way up the side of the mountain ahead of me.  Little had I known three weeks before as I was laboring up out of Yosemite with fifty pounds of food, fuel, and equipment cutting into my shoulders that I was already conditioning myself for this final, desperate race.  My pack was like a feather on my back; my legs were like steel pistons.   I greeted the scouts curtly as I threaded my way past them—morning pleasantries were not my concern.  When I got to the ridge-crest and began to traverse the long spine of the mountain I stopped just once, long enough to put on more clothes against the sunrise wind cutting through the rocky defiles.
And so I got my fifteen minutes alone on the top of Mount Whitney in July.  I swung my legs over a ledge and perched above the vast gulf of the Owens Valley, a mile below me and filling up with morning light.  I looked out north and saw the countless peaks of King’s Canyon and Sequoiah National Parks like pennants against the sky, all the country I had clambered over like an ant for the last 10 days.  And I had one last deep drink of the high mountain silence before it was shattered by the hollers of excited Boy Scouts and I began my descent to the dusty world.
Across cultures and mythologies, the mountaintop is the meeting place with God, if not God’s actual dwelling place.  So it would be natural to place today’s Gospel story in that context.  Indeed, the story does this to itself, quite deliberately I think.  The fact that Moses and Elijah come to meet Jesus on top of the mountain is meant to remind us that these two great prophets also had encounters with God on the holy mountain.  Moses, as we heard in the first reading this morning, disappeared into the smoke and fire atop Mt. Sinai and returned with the law of God’s covenant with Israel.  And Elijah fled the apostate King Ahab and his murderous queen to Mt. Horeb, where he heard the “still, small, voice” that stiffened his resolve to fight for the covenant’s survival.
But this Gospel story is also different.  First of all, it does not describe an experience in solitude.  Jesus does not go the mountaintop alone, but he brings his disciples along with him—not the whole crew, but those three, Peter, James, and John, who form a kind of inner circle within the inner circle.  And in fact, it is their presence there that becomes the whole focus of the story, even though they are ill-at-ease and out-of-place as, I don’t know, a group of Boy Scouts.  We never learn what it is that Jesus experiences atop the mountain, or what difference it makes to him, even though he is this story’s great mediator between God and people.  Moses goes up the mountain and comes down with the Ten Commandments; Mohammed goes up the mountain and comes down with the Qu’ran.  Jesus goes up and comes down with three guys named Peter, James, and John.
It is these disciples who receive the revelation, and a strange revelation it is.  It does not stand by itself; it has no objective content that you can look at from a distance from and interpret, like words inscribed on tablets.  And yet a day will come when this ungraspable experience becomes their touchstone of the most demanding kind of truth, so that the 2nd Epistle of Peter can say “We did not follow cleverly devised myths when we made known to you the power and coming of our Lord Jesus Christ, but we had been eyewitnesses of his majesty…while we were with him on the holy mountain.”
They had gone up a mountain with him before.  He gave them a Sermon there and a startling new version of the law.  But they were not brought to this mountain to learn any new doctrines or precepts.  Rather, they are given a new vision of the person they have been following.  They see him transformed by a radiance that is not of this world, and then they are enveloped by the same glory, and they hear the very voice of the invisible God declaring, "This is my Son, the Beloved; with him I am well pleased; listen to him!"  So what they end up finding out on the mountaintop is simply that they are to follow Jesus.  If the wisdom and authority of his teachings was not enough, if the wit with which he deflated the scribes and Pharisees was not enough, if the casting out demons, and making the lame walk, and feeding the hungry multitudes were not enough to convince them that this is the master teacher, the one whose words are the words of life, they now have the vision of his transfigured body, and the command of God.
And what are his words to them, when the vision is past, and they are alone with him once again on the mountaintop?  “Do not be afraid.”  “Do not be afraid”—the same words he spoke when he walked across the Sea of Galilee to find them in the fourth watch of the night; “Do not be afraid”—the same words he will say to the women who meet him in the garden after he is raised from the dead.  If the job of disciples is to listen to Jesus, these seem to be the words he most wants us to hear.  Because we never get to stay on the mountaintop.  We always have to go down again into the crowds, and the dust and heat, to contend with people’s opinions and our reputations and the crooked dealings of the world.
The mountaintop is its own special place, and the God who we see there in glory is usually hidden in the flatlands and the city.  But He is there, and so is Christ is the well-beloved, still leading his disciples.  We may not remember his radiance, but he is our guide in the twists and turns of the dark labyrinth, as well as on the bright mountain.  And even if all we can see are faces of suffering, we still have access to the deeper, inner data that comes with listening.  It may take some time and close attention to drop down below all the chatter and noise, but if we are patient we will hear it-- the voice of a friend near and dear, speaking to us with great patience and tenderness.  And the first thing the voice says is, “don’t be afraid.”

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I am a priest in the Episcopal Church, and have been (among other things) an organic farmer and gardener, and a Zen monk. I have a lifelong interest in social and spiritual renewal on the basis of contemplative discipline, creative nonviolence, and ecological practice. In recent years my work has focused intensely on the responsibility of pastoral ministry in the humanistic, evangelical, and catholic branch of Christianity known as Anglicanism. I'm married with a daughter, and have three brothers and two parents.