In chapter 18 of the Gospel of Matthew, Jesus gives some practical advice for what to do when a brother or sister in the church violates another. The first and best course of action, he says, is for the victim to go, alone and in private, to one who did wrong and point out the harm that he did. The whole aim of this confrontation is to get that one to listen. Jesus offers no guidelines for adjudicating who is in the right. He does not prescribe a scale of punishments to fit different crimes. What he does lay out is a process that opens the door to reconciliation, to transforming hurt and estrangement and restoring trust and the fullness of community, by speaking and listening to what each other has to say.
I think Jesus is right that it is almost always the one who has suffered injury who has to take that first step, and this takes great maturity. It is not easy to confront a person who has hurt you with the simple truth. It’s hard to avoid the temptation to try to inflict pain in return, or to manipulate the other into making the restitution you think you are owed. If reconciliation is really what you’re after, you first have to gain mastery of your own emotions of anger, hurt, and betrayal. Those feelings may still be present, but you probably can’t just vent them, not if you really want to be heard. But neither can just coolly lay out your charges like a prosecuting attorney. Because, as Paul says in today’s reading from Romans, the Constitution of the church is not a set of laws, it is love. When you go and speak to a brother or sister who has sinned against you, you don’t do it with aim of finding that person guilty, but of repairing a relationship of mutual love.
You go and speak in a way that seeks only to be heard. And this affirms the basic, underlying connection between us that still persists, in spite of the violation; you say, “this is what happened, and this is what it did to me, and I’m telling you this because I love you. I want us to be together as brothers and sisters in Christ, and I’m coming to you because I believe that deep down you want the same thing. I’m telling you the truth, because I believe in your integrity, your compassion, your desire for reconciliation. If you really hear me, you will remember that you love me. And then we can start to figure out what needs to happen to make things right.”
Now, as I said, that takes a lot of maturity, and it also takes courage, because it’s a very vulnerable position to put yourself in. It opens you up to further hurt, to an even more devastating rejection than the one you suffered in the first place. But that is also what makes it so powerfully transforming. It offers a third way, not sinking into silent resentment, or indulging in tit-for-tat aggression, but taking a strong and creative stand for the basic goodness of all of us. On our refrigerator at home there is a little piece of green paper with a picture that my daughter Risa made a couple of years ago. And I don’t know where she got this from, but one day she drew a heart and she filled it in with heavy dark crayon. But she left a little space open in the center heart shaped a little like a cell dividing into two, or an infinity sign. She colored this space in with white crayon, and just a little tinge of pink, and wrote underneath her picture, “Deep in a very cold heart there is unconditional love.”
This is the perspective of Christ, grounded in his unity with God. In Christ, God came to us in person, to point out what we had done to break our relationship with God. Not to hurt us. Not to make us feel guilty. Not to take God’s revenge. Because we were already in pain. We were already tormented by guilt; our turning away from God was punishment enough. So Jesus came in vulnerability. He came to take that risky first step.
And strangely, he did not confront the people we usually think of as sinning against God. The tax collectors and prostitutes, the outcasts and lepers, the blind beggars and raving lunatics did not need to hear that they were in danger of losing the meaning of their lives; they did not need to hear about how far they were from God. Jesus’ message to them was one of welcome, of acceptance and love, of their infinite worth—“ Are not two sparrows sold for a penny?”, he asked them. “Yet not one of them will fall to the ground unnoticed by your Father. Even the hairs of your head are all counted. So do not be afraid; you are of more value than many sparrows.” These people heard what Jesus said and understood at once what it was about. And they were only too happy to accept His offer of repentance and reconciliation.
But the ones that he warned were on the wrong path, the ones he accused of breaking faith with God, were the proud, the privileged, the pious and powerful—“It is easier for a camel to pass through the eye of a needle, than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of heaven.” “Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for you tithe mint and dill and cumin, and neglect the weightier matters of the law, justice and mercy and faith.” “I was hungry and you gave me no food, I was thirsty and you gave me nothing to drink, I was a stranger and you did not welcome me, naked and you did not give me clothing, sick and in prison and you did not visit me.” To these people the words of Christ were those of a blasphemer, a threat to public order. They refused to listen, and made him their victim, to bear witness to their sin on a cross.
But God’s offer of reconciliation did not end even there. God gave Jesus back to them, and to us in his resurrection, and he promised to be with us always, even to the end of the ages. So even today, this very morning in fact, you can go from one end of the world to the other and find people gathering to listen to the words of Jesus. They hear the truth about how they have missed the mark, and fallen short of the glory meant for them, how they’ve been cruel and indifferent to each other, and oblivious to the love of God. They hear this and maybe it makes them a little sad, or ashamed, or maybe just a little bit afraid, but mostly it makes them happy. It’s good news, and deep down they already knew it, but today they also hear that they don’t have to live like that anymore. They don’t have to harden their hearts any longer. They don’t have to carry that burden even one more day because all God cares about is the love that in them, no matter how much they’ve denied. It’s going to be okay, because all God wants is to heal the relationship.
Not only that, says Jesus Christ to all the hundreds of millions of people gathered in places like this all over the world, but I’m here to help you. I am right here, to work with you to help you get what you really want most of all in the world, which is to know that you are loved, and that your life is a gift, good and worthy and precious, full of ultimate meaning, and you don’t have to live in fear any more but you can be at peace with everyone. We can begin working together right here, right now, to resolve your conflicts with each other, to reconcile your differences, and heal your relationships, even the ones that seem broken beyond repair, because you’ve finally accepted that part of the problem lies with you, and that you have the power to take the first step. Don’t worry if you don’t know how to do it, says Christ, because I do, and I am among. And if you don’t believe it, just look around at all the people hear with you. I mean it—look around and see them. I invited them all here this morning to be reconciled with you. And see—they came.