Showing posts with label slavery. Show all posts
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Sunday, December 7, 2014

Waiting for word




Kenneth Chamberlain, Sr. was a retired Marine Corps veteran whose Life Aid medical alert bracelet went off accidentally at about 5 o’clock in the morning on November 19, 2011.  Police officers responded to his home in White Plains, New York and he told them through the door of his apartment that he had not called them and did not need them, and he asked them to leave.  The Life Alert device in his home made an audio recording of what happened next—the officer’s curses, and shouts of “nigger”, the breaking-down of his door, followed by the use of a taser on a 68-year old man with a chronic heart condition.  The officers then shot him with a bean-bag round from a shotgun, before finishing him off with a revolver. 
A secret grand jury convened to review the case and on May 3, 2012 announced it would not bring criminal charges against the police officers involved in the shooting.  Two days later the office of the U.S. Attorney for the Southern District of New York said it would review the case for possible violations of federal civil rights laws.  The family of Kenneth Chamberlain, Sr. is still waiting for word. 
Another family in Ferguson, Missouri now waits for word on the case of the man who shot young Michael Brown; just as they are waiting for word on Staten Island about the policeman captured on a cell phone video choking Eric Garner to death.  They waited for grand juries to conclude their secret proceedings, only to hear the word of no criminal indictment, and now must wait for word of possible federal civil rights cases.   People of color all over this country are waiting, waiting to hear the word that the life of a black man in America is not something cheap, that can been thrown away with impunity, but that word never seems to come. 
Words are being said, words like “Justice Department investigation,” and “officer re-training program” and “restoring trust in the police,” but those of us for whom the police represent protection and service do not know what it’s like to live in communities where there is no trust to restore.  We are not black and brown people in Ferguson, Missouri or one of the other neighborhoods all over this country where the police historically have been and all too often remain a presence of constant harassment and intimidation, and occasional murderous violence.  Those people do not take comfort from such words. 
The carefully calibrated statements of the state’s attorneys and federal officials are inadequate to their longing for justice.  The politicians’ vague promises of reform are not enough to sustain their hope.  But, though it might not be my place, I will say that neither will it be enough to punish individual police officers.  Some, no doubt, are filled with racist hate, but others are simply men in a dangerous occupation reacting as anyone would to their perception of a deadly threat.  Either way, they are products of systemic violence and institutionalized prejudice, oppression, and fear.  They also are victims.  
So putting a few more people behind bars, even white police officers, might give momentary satisfaction to the thirst for justice.  But it won’t be enough.  It won't be enough to end the folly of treating our nation’s social sickness with a militarized remedy.  This has already given us the second-highest per capita prison population in the world and turned Mexico, Colombia, and Central America into a killing field.  But it has not made us safe, or free—not even drug-free.
Sending Darren Wilson or Daniel Pantaleo to prison might signal that it is still a crime to kill an unarmed person even if that person is black.  And that would be something.  But it will do nothing about poverty and the lack of vocational and educational opportunities that forces people into the underground economy.  It will not rid our streets or our homes of the omnipresent cheap weapons that turn every routine traffic stop, and neighborhood party, and domestic quarrel into a potential firefight.  It will not end the school-to-prison pipeline that begins downgrading the academic expectations of black and brown males, and disproportionately singling them out for disciplinary punishment, in the lower grades  of elementary school. 
More long prison sentences will not heal the lingering wounds of the devastating trauma of slavery—of nearly four hundred years of systematic kidnapping, murder, rape, assault, torture, theft, and other mass crimes against humanity that were never indicted, and to this day are still hardly even acknowledged.  In the face of such sin and evil, and its ongoing denial, no indictment, or verdict, or punishment will be the word we long to hear. 

There are times when only the voice of God is enough.   There are situations where only God’s word can move the people who are hopelessly stuck, or comfort those who are utterly desolate. It’s times like these that call for voices that make a straight and level highway for the truth.  We need words of judgment and of comfort, words that will stand firm forever.  The families of Michael Brown and Eric Garner, of Trayvon Martin and Oscar Grant, Andy Lopez and Kenneth Chamberlain, Jr. need to hear that they have served their term, that their penalty is paid, that they have received from the LORD's hand double for all their sins, but now the glory of the LORD shall be revealed, and all people shall see it together.  Darren Wilson needs to hear this too, and George Zimmerman, and Daniel Pantaleo.  We all do.
The Gospel of Mark begins with someone who speaks those kinds of words, with a voice like thunder in the wilderness.  John tells the people to prepare a way, so God can come and set them free from their hopelessness and violence.  He does not call them out to the Jordan one by one, for individual acts of repentance.  The power of John’s voice inspires a mass movement.  They all go out to him together, rural people from the villages of Judea right alongside city dwellers from Jerusalem, a national movement of repentance and hope for forgiveness.  They all go out together to the Jordan, to the place where their ancestors crossed over from the wilderness and took possession of the land.      
John tells them that if they will stop denying what they have become, and admit the truth, they can become a new people. They have a chance to start again.  It is God who is giving them this chance, because God’s has come.  God is not delaying any longer, but is coming to them, and will do a new thing.  “Someone is coming,” says John, whose voice was able to get them all up bring them en masse to the banks of the Jordan, “someone more powerful than I.  I am not worthy to stoop down and untie his sandals.  I have baptized you with water; but he will baptize you with the Holy Spirit.”
Every year in this season of Advent we hear the voice of John, crying out in the wilderness, because this is the season of hope for the chance to start again.  This story offers us an extraordinary and powerful vision, the kind of word that can save a nation from itself.  It is a vision of our whole people going out together, going down to the waterside, going back to the shore where we first came into this land.  And whether we came here in the first class cabin or in steerage, or as cargo in the hold of a slave ship, we all strip down together.  We shed the entitlements of our color, be they entitlements of white privilege or of black grievance.  And standing there together, in our underwear, each of us confesses our part in the sins that have turned our nation into a place of hate, of violence, and fear.
We tell this story every Advent, and perhaps this year we tell it with a heightened sense of sorrow.  But in that sorrow there is hope, hope for the coming of God.  The story tells us to prepare the way, because the Lord will come.  If we can stop blaming and stereotyping one another and listen to each other speak the painful truth, God’s coming will not be wrathful judgment, but consolation.  God will make a new beginning.  He will forgive us, and more than that, his Holy Spirit will clothe us.  She will give us power to heal and restore. She will give us new visions, new voices, new words to speak.  She will make us a new people, no longer Black nor White, male nor female, slave nor free. 

  

Sunday, September 8, 2013

The choices of discipleship



After I graduated from seminary my first job offer was from All Saints’, Carmel, and it included a place to live as part of the deal.   Griffin House was a quaint little cottage next door to the church, but it needed a lot of work before my family and I could move in.  So while we were waiting for that to be finished, we lived on the grounds of the church itself, in an old carriage house they used to give to the Sexton.  It had one room upstairs, about 15 by 20, with a small kitchen and a smaller bathroom, and a semi-finished basement below.  We slept downstairs, surrounded by our furniture and stacks of unopened boxes.  And when it rained, which it did a lot that winter, we would run outside in our pajamas, carrying the baby around the corner of the house and down the dark stairs under the pouring eaves.  The walls were made of a single thickness of redwood planks, and in the worst of the storms the roof leaked and the whole house creaked and swayed, filled with sounds of the falling rain, and the wind in the trees, and the thunder of the ocean at the bottom of the hill.
On a Saturday morning at the end of January a party of folks from the congregation came and helped us move the hundred feet into Griffin House.  The part-time interim pastor started work the following Sunday, and he and his wife stayed in the carriage house a couple of nights a week while they were in town.  Later, when the parish called a new Rector, he and his wife agreed to live there, too, for the time being.  How long “for the time being” would be was never specified.  Well, as it turned out, and this is my point in telling this story, “for the time being” was until we left Carmel to come to Petaluma, three year later.  For three years the Rector and his wife chose to live in the carriage house, which they renamed “The Chalet,” while his junior associate lived right next door in the three-bedroom cottage. 
You could say it was a smart decision.  If he had pushed us back into The Chalet so they could live in Griffin House, it wouldn’t just have caused hard feelings between my family and his.  It also would not have sat well with many in the congregation, who were very fond of us, and whose trust and affection they had still not won.  But even if their decision involved some measure of calculation, it was still a remarkably generous act.  It came at a real cost.  The Rector and his wife looked at what they stood to gain by cementing caring and trusting relationships with me and my family and with the All Saints’ congregation.  They took stock of what it would cost them, and they decided that three years in The Chalet was a price they could afford to pay. 
Our second reading today is the text of a letter from the apostle Paul to a well-off fellow and patron of a house church whose name is Philemon.   The subject of the letter is Onesimus, a slave who used to be part of Philemon’s household, but who ran away and who now has met up with Paul, and has himself become a Christian.  The exact location and circumstances of all of this are unknown, but Onesimus apparently has been a great help and comfort to Paul, who is in prison.  But now Paul has decided that Onesimus should return to his old master.    In the letter that Onesimus carries with him to Philemon, Paul is not shy to claim his rights as an apostle and spiritual father.  He points out that Philemon himself owes Paul a great debt, for without him he never would have received the promises of God in Christ’s New Covenant of grace.  So from one point of view Onesimus has still been working for Philemon at a distance, since the service he gives to Paul is a proxy for what is rightfully owed by his master.     
But Paul does not insist on his rights because he wants Philemon to do the right thing, not because he is Paul’s underling in the Christian pecking order, but as a free and responsible man.   Paul gives up the one who has become like his son, and Onesimus gives himself up, too, or this letter would not have survived.  The two of them pay this cost for the sake of the new relationship they hope to gain with Philemon.  By giving away their rights, they are asking Philemon to do the same.  Their hope is that he will decide what to do as a disciple of Jesus Christ, that he will choose the life of that new people of God in which there is no longer male no female, Jew or Gentile, slave or free.  Paul challenges Philemon not just to take back his runaway slave, not only to forgive him, and set him free, but after that to live with him as an equal and a brother in the Lord.  
When Jesus says in the Gospel that no one who does not hate father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters, and even life itself, can be his disciple, this gets our attention.  It’s a way of talking that is meant to break into the comfortable place of our usual way of thinking, to tell us that the circles of relationship we draw around ourselves are too small.  When we only have concern and responsibility for our own lives and the members of our immediate families we aren’t doing justice to the mission of Jesus, a mission to bring healing, and forgiveness, and freedom, and the full dignity of human life, not just to us and the people we love, but to everyone. 
It’s a mission Jesus invites us to share, but this doesn’t mean we have to take responsibility for the whole job.  That is God’s work, in and through Christ, to whom be all honor and glory and thanksgiving and praise.  But we do have our part to play.  We do have our choices to make.  And Jesus wants us to know that those choices are often costly, not because God demands a penalty for our sins, but because it’s not easy to transform relationships.  It hasn’t been easy to transform the relationship of former slaves and slave master in this country into one of equality and mutual love.  It has been costly, and maybe the full cost has yet to be paid.  It’s been costly to transform relationships between men and women in our society so that the work of keeping the households, and nurturing the children, and producing the goods, and making the decisions is equitably shared.   The statistics on violence against women say that this cost is still being paid, and the relationships still are not transformed.
These kinds of transformations are not first and foremost a question of public policy, but of personal relationships, and individual decisions to pay the necessary cost.  Knowing about the work that many of you do every day—parenting children with special needs, or just plain parenting; supporting families where there are disabilities, or mental illness, or where someone is dying; as educators, and advocates, and artists, and employers; as partners in interracial marriages, or interfaith marriages, or just marriages, period—I know that you have made and continue to make costly choices.  Some of them might not feel like choices at all, but we always have a choice, even if it’s just the choice to keep showing up.   
And what makes these the choices of discipleship is the hope that they will contribute in some way to the transformation of all our relationships.  That hope is founded on the difference that it makes to know the cost that God was willing to pay in giving Jesus to us.  It makes a difference to know what we did with that gift.  It makes a difference to know that in spite of what we did, God gave him back to us alive, for no other purpose than to send us after him, as bearers of his mission.  When this story of God’s transformed relationship with us shapes our own accounting of gains and losses, when it becomes good news that we tell with our own costly choices, then we can say that we are carrying our cross, and that we are Christ’s disciples.

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I am a priest in the Episcopal Church, and have been (among other things) an organic farmer and gardener, and a Zen monk. I have a lifelong interest in social and spiritual renewal on the basis of contemplative discipline, creative nonviolence, and ecological practice. In recent years my work has focused intensely on the responsibility of pastoral ministry in the humanistic, evangelical, and catholic branch of Christianity known as Anglicanism. I'm married with a daughter, and have three brothers and two parents.