Sunday, April 16, 2017

And on our children



The Liturgy of the Palms
The Liturgy of the Word

When I was a child, the place I went the most, besides home, school, and (possibly) church, was the county library.  It was an exceptionally fine one, as I came to appreciate later, and at least once a week in the summertime my mother would drop my brothers and I off for a couple of hours while she ran her errands and when she came back we’d check out shopping bags full of books to read until the next time.  I recall disappearing into the dark canyons between the stacks of the children’s section and volumes in series lined up on the shelves like veins of precious ore: The Hardy Boys, Encyclopedia Brown, the Childhoods of Great Americans.  And I also remember a spacious, open area with picture books lying flat on desk-like shelves, and two of them, in particular, that I was drawn back to look at again and again. 
One was called “Four Days,” and it was a photojournalistic compilation about the assassination of President Kennedy, his funeral and burial.  I don’t remember the title of the other, but it was a re-telling, with modern woodcut illustrations, of the story of the Passion of Jesus.  Looking back, it is not hard to understand what appealed to me so powerfully about those books.  It was partly a child’s fascination with violence and death, but it was also the drama, the unfolding of a series of tableaus, each with new characters, adding a new emotional dimension to the tragedy.  The death of the main figure was the center of the plot, but it was these other participants who gave each story its richness.  I can still clearly picture in my mind certain iconic images of those characters: the shocked young woman in the cabin of the Presidential jet, standing by in her blood-stained coat while her husband’s successor takes the oath of office; the Roman soldiers, rolling dice for Jesus’ clothing at the foot of the cross.
These are dramas in which everyone participated.  Entire generations can remember where they were when they heard that JFK had been shot—it was a trauma that affected the whole nation.  And the Passion Gospel makes the claim that the death of Jesus was like that, too.  So it’s no wonder that we read it in the form of a drama in which the whole congregation takes part.  Because it impacts all of us, and having seen and heard it, we can’t be in the world in the same way again.
Of all the Gospels, the one “according to Matthew,” makes this argument most forcefully.  I am thinking in particular of that moment in the story when Pontius Pilate makes a show of washing his hands and declaring himself innocent of Jesus’ blood.  Up to this point, Jesus’ actions in Jerusalem have been attended by various crowds.   He rode into the city astride a donkey and a great crowd spread garments and branches on the road, and went before him and behind.  And when he taught in the temple and told parables against the chief priests and the scribes, the crowds were there, listening intently.  When the priests and elders followed Judas out to arrest Jesus in the garden, a crowd came with them carrying swords and clubs, and again the next morning a crowd went along when they took him to accuse him before Pilate.  But it is never clear exactly who is in these crowds from one scene to the next, if it’s the same people or different.
But when Pilate washes his hands, the writer of Matthew makes a sudden and momentous change in terminology.  Instead of ochlos, meaning a crowd of indeterminate size and composition, he writes laos, from which comes our word “laity,” meaning the inhabitants of a city or a nation as a whole.  The result is one of the most infamous lines in the entire Bible: “Then the laos, the people as a whole, answered, ‘His blood be on us and on our children!’”  In time, authoritative teachers of the church would interpret this text to mean that in that moment the Jewish people willingly incurred perpetual guilt for Jesus’ crucifixion.  This, more than any other single New Testament passage, would fuel centuries of Christian hatred of Jews, and barbarous violence, oppression, and cruelty against them.
But to read these words as Christian anti-Jewish polemic is an anachronistic error.  In the time this Gospel was written, there was no “Christian religion” separate from Judaism.  If those people shouting at Pilate spoke for “the whole nation,” that, by definition, included the followers of Jesus.  Peter and the rest may not have been there, howling for his blood, but they had deserted him the night before, and surely felt some share in the guilt for what happened to him.   Not only that, but I think it is possible to find in these words resonances, with the Hebrew scriptures and within the Gospel of Matthew itself, that suggest some very different avenues of meaning. 
There can be no doubt that in the Passion story “blood” is a synonym for “guilt.”  That is certainly how Pilate uses it.   The passage about the death of Judas does the same, several times.   But we also have to consider the bigger picture.  We have to remember that the backdrop for this entire drama is the Passover, the great annual festival of remembrance of God’s liberation of the whole people of Israel from slavery.  And like so many other moments in the Passion gospel, this one may be a symbolic reference to the Passover story.  Chapter 12 of the Book of Exodus tells how, before the Passover night, Moses summoned “all the elders of Israel” and told them to have each family kill a lamb.  And he instructed them to put the blood of that lamb on the lintel and the doorposts of their homes, as a sign of protection from the angel of death, so that it would not enter to kill their first-born, as it would do to the Egyptians.  Moses goes on to say, “You shall observe this rite as an ordinance for you and for your children for ever.”
There may also be a reference here to the scene at Mt. Sinai, further on in the Exodus story, where God gave Moses the law.  After Moses came down from the mountain he sacrificed peace offerings of oxen to the Lord.  Then he read God’s covenant aloud to the people, and they said “All that the Lord has spoken we will do.”  And Moses took the blood of the sacrifices and threw it on the people, saying, “Behold the blood of the covenant which the Lord has made with you.”   It would seem like a stretch to relate this story with the Passion Gospel if Jesus himself hadn’t made the same connection himself, when he lay down with his disciples for the Passover meal.  He took a cup, and gave it to them, saying, “Drink from it, all of you; for this is my blood of the covenant, which is poured out for many...”  --and here Matthew adds something that is absent in the other accounts of this moment, in Mark, Luke, and Paul’s First Letter to the Corinthians—“…for the forgiveness of sins.”
In older published versions of today’s dramatic reading, the line “his blood be upon us, and upon our children” was said by everyone, and I think this was an appropriate choice.  Because it is not simply the hideous slander it would later become; it’s the ironic key that unlocks the heart of the Passion Gospel for us.  When we do not try to falsely wash away our own part in shedding the blood of the innocent, our guilt for the violence, betrayal, and hypocrisy that stains our whole nation, and calls the survival of our children into question, we receive the sign of God’s protection, and deliverance from the power of death.  We are renewed in God’s covenant of forgiveness.
When we hear of the children gassed in Idlib, or blown apart in the mosque in Mosul, or dead of starvation in Somalia, we know they are not other people’s children.  They are our own.  They are also our own victims, if only for deserting them in their hour of need, and stopping short of doing everything in our power to spare them from the angel of death.  But when we take the blood of lamb upon us, we no longer ask “who is to blame for their deaths, and whom must we punish to avenge them?”  We ask “what would have to happen for all of us, who are implicated in their suffering, to acknowledge our guilt, and seek the forgiveness of those we have harmed?”  And, “what amends would have to make, for our victims and their families to be able to forgive us?”  And, “What could be my part in that drama?”           

Instruments of death





One evening last week I looked in on my daughter’s room, and found her lying on her bed, watching a YouTube video on Meg’s tablet.  She’d finished her homework, and you might not be surprised to hear that, from her point of view, there was nothing wrong with what she was doing.  But obviously I saw it somewhat differently, because I went over to grab the device out of her hand.  She put up just the briefest moment’s worth of resistance before letting it go, and I took it out and put it in the living room.  Now to my mind, I was simply setting a limit, not meting out punishment, and I went back as if nothing unusual had happened and asked if she’d like to play a game, or maybe have me read a book aloud.  But she was upset with me, and, once the heat of the moment had passed I could understand why. 
Because, while grabbing away the iPad was hardly a blip on the scale of harm people do to each other, it was violent.  I didn’t ask; I didn’t explain; I just went and took it from her because I’m stronger than her and I could.  Of course I had my reasons, but violence always does.   And it is true that, as a father, I do have a responsibility for setting and maintaining appropriate boundaries around my child’s consumption of digital media.  Meg and I have standards around that stuff that are more restrictive than some parents we know, and less so than others.  Those standards have changed as our daughter has gotten older, and have become more complicated as internet-enabled devices have slowly but inexorably accumulated in our house.  Which explains how Risa and I had different interpretations of the rules the other night, and whether she was breaking them, or not.
But it doesn’t explain why my frustration boiled over the way it did.  Because it wasn’t really about her, and whether she was being disobedient.  As I thought about it later, tossing and turning at 3 and 4 o’clock in the morning, I could see that underneath my impatience and anger was a sense of helplessness.  It was a reaction to my feeling that digital information devices and the form of culture they represent and communicate, has become a power beyond my control.  It has invaded the most intimate spaces of my life: my home and my family relationships.  It has become a defining influence on my daughter’s development, imprinting the way she understands and interacts with the world, even to the point of shaping the physiology of her brain. 
And it feels like this is something I did not choose.  At the beginning of the sixth grade her school gave her an iPad and began requiring her to do most of her homework on it.  That same year her friends—and she has lots of those, who are very important to her—all started getting their own smart phones or internet-enabled mp3 players, on which they communicate outside of school by text message or video chat, and we knuckled under to the pressure and got her one, too.  And it’s not like her mother and I are Amish or something.  We have a land-line as an emergency backup and for the fax machine, but if it rings we know it’s a telemarketer, because no one we know has the number.  I myself would have to look it up on my mobile phone to tell you what it is. 
I access the internet from my laptop, or Meg’s infamous tablet, and I have to say, I find it a great convenience.  I like being able to instantaneously access the surf report, and the menu from Hector’s Pizza; or to renew my library books from the kitchen table.  I enjoy watching highlights on YouTube of the basketball game I heard parts of on the radio last night, and streaming my telenovelas (for Spanish-language learning purposes only, of course).  But on the nights when I look around my house at each one of us in a separate room, alone, on a different device, I don’t see entertainment and convenience.  I see erosion at the very foundations of what it means to be a society, and have a living culture.  I see death.    
It’s strange how the forces we harness and devices we employ to secure and enlarge our sphere of life become instruments of death.  The technological revolutions of the industrial age furnish no end of examples.  To take just one more, the automobile freed us from the crowded confines of the city, from the inconvenience of traveling on someone else’s schedule and rubbing elbows with strangers, only to exile us to sprawling cultural deserts devoid of common spaces, where nothing is within walking distance, or to trap us on freeways choked with traffic, pollution, and rage.  And now we come to find that the waste products of burning the fossil fuel that makes this way of life possible have so disrupted the world’s climate that we face the real prospect of extinction.
But this experience, of seeing what we intended for our benefit rebound to our destruction, is not limited to the sphere of technological “progress.”  This are just illustrations of what the Bible reveals as the universal tragedy of our existence.  The world is beautiful and good, and we were made to be sovereign in it, for our blessing and our joy; and yet somehow in taking hold of it and subjecting it to our control, it has twisted in our grasp.  The letters of St. Paul, and especially Romans, bear witness to a shattering realization: even the religious law, God’s gift to the Hebrew people, the seal of their covenant, the path of righteousness and peace to which Paul had zealously devoted his entire life, had become in human hands a hostile alien power of condemnation and of death.  
Death, in the sense that Paul speaks of it, is not the end or the opposite of life.  It is the shadow clinging close to every aspect of life itself, staining everything we create, all the good we do, all our best intentions and self-improvement projects, continually threatening to cancel them out, or turn them to unforeseen baneful consequences.  We were made for sharing the infinite life of God, and yet we continually try to grasp hold of and carve out a little piece of life to possess entirely on our own terms.  And to seek life that is not offered back to the giver of life, or to take power, without consecrating it to the source of all power, or to do work, even for the sake of the good, the true, or the beautiful, that is not conceived and carried out in the Spirit who is goodness, and truth, and beauty itself, is what Paul calls “setting one’s mind on the flesh.” 
And this fundamentally-flawed orientation to life, leads, sooner or later, into a trap—into being bound and gagged and imprisoned in the airless darkness of futility.  It is into the depths of this prison that Jesus cried, in a loud voice, “Come out!”  But before he did that, Jesus wept.  He wept for love of his friend Lazarus.  He wept with Mary and Martha, whom he also loved, and with the Judeans who had come down from Jerusalem to console them, some of whom were spies of the men who wanted him killed.  He wept with outrage and compassion at the whole sad, anguished mess that is human life under the tyranny of death.   And maybe he wept for himself, for he knew he would soon take Lazarus’ place in the tomb. 
Because calling one man back from the grave, even after four days, would not be enough to break death’s hold on the rest of us.   That was something Jesus could only do by meeting the powers of death head on.  Only he could reveal their sway over the world, at such cost to our hopes for wisdom and love, for justice, peace, and fulfillment.  It was up to him to pay that cost in full, in his own divine human person, and so to unmask the lies of the powers of death, and reveal their impotence.  But also to reveal, to the people who believed in him, the salvation that is coming into the world—a life so full of grace and truth that death cannot touch it, on either side of the grave.      
   

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I am a priest in the Episcopal Church, and have been (among other things) an organic farmer and gardener, and a Zen monk. I have a lifelong interest in social and spiritual renewal on the basis of contemplative discipline, creative nonviolence, and ecological practice. In recent years my work has focused intensely on the responsibility of pastoral ministry in the humanistic, evangelical, and catholic branch of Christianity known as Anglicanism. I'm married with a daughter, and have three brothers and two parents.