Showing posts with label Palm Sunday. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Palm Sunday. Show all posts

Sunday, April 16, 2017

And on our children



The Liturgy of the Palms
The Liturgy of the Word

When I was a child, the place I went the most, besides home, school, and (possibly) church, was the county library.  It was an exceptionally fine one, as I came to appreciate later, and at least once a week in the summertime my mother would drop my brothers and I off for a couple of hours while she ran her errands and when she came back we’d check out shopping bags full of books to read until the next time.  I recall disappearing into the dark canyons between the stacks of the children’s section and volumes in series lined up on the shelves like veins of precious ore: The Hardy Boys, Encyclopedia Brown, the Childhoods of Great Americans.  And I also remember a spacious, open area with picture books lying flat on desk-like shelves, and two of them, in particular, that I was drawn back to look at again and again. 
One was called “Four Days,” and it was a photojournalistic compilation about the assassination of President Kennedy, his funeral and burial.  I don’t remember the title of the other, but it was a re-telling, with modern woodcut illustrations, of the story of the Passion of Jesus.  Looking back, it is not hard to understand what appealed to me so powerfully about those books.  It was partly a child’s fascination with violence and death, but it was also the drama, the unfolding of a series of tableaus, each with new characters, adding a new emotional dimension to the tragedy.  The death of the main figure was the center of the plot, but it was these other participants who gave each story its richness.  I can still clearly picture in my mind certain iconic images of those characters: the shocked young woman in the cabin of the Presidential jet, standing by in her blood-stained coat while her husband’s successor takes the oath of office; the Roman soldiers, rolling dice for Jesus’ clothing at the foot of the cross.
These are dramas in which everyone participated.  Entire generations can remember where they were when they heard that JFK had been shot—it was a trauma that affected the whole nation.  And the Passion Gospel makes the claim that the death of Jesus was like that, too.  So it’s no wonder that we read it in the form of a drama in which the whole congregation takes part.  Because it impacts all of us, and having seen and heard it, we can’t be in the world in the same way again.
Of all the Gospels, the one “according to Matthew,” makes this argument most forcefully.  I am thinking in particular of that moment in the story when Pontius Pilate makes a show of washing his hands and declaring himself innocent of Jesus’ blood.  Up to this point, Jesus’ actions in Jerusalem have been attended by various crowds.   He rode into the city astride a donkey and a great crowd spread garments and branches on the road, and went before him and behind.  And when he taught in the temple and told parables against the chief priests and the scribes, the crowds were there, listening intently.  When the priests and elders followed Judas out to arrest Jesus in the garden, a crowd came with them carrying swords and clubs, and again the next morning a crowd went along when they took him to accuse him before Pilate.  But it is never clear exactly who is in these crowds from one scene to the next, if it’s the same people or different.
But when Pilate washes his hands, the writer of Matthew makes a sudden and momentous change in terminology.  Instead of ochlos, meaning a crowd of indeterminate size and composition, he writes laos, from which comes our word “laity,” meaning the inhabitants of a city or a nation as a whole.  The result is one of the most infamous lines in the entire Bible: “Then the laos, the people as a whole, answered, ‘His blood be on us and on our children!’”  In time, authoritative teachers of the church would interpret this text to mean that in that moment the Jewish people willingly incurred perpetual guilt for Jesus’ crucifixion.  This, more than any other single New Testament passage, would fuel centuries of Christian hatred of Jews, and barbarous violence, oppression, and cruelty against them.
But to read these words as Christian anti-Jewish polemic is an anachronistic error.  In the time this Gospel was written, there was no “Christian religion” separate from Judaism.  If those people shouting at Pilate spoke for “the whole nation,” that, by definition, included the followers of Jesus.  Peter and the rest may not have been there, howling for his blood, but they had deserted him the night before, and surely felt some share in the guilt for what happened to him.   Not only that, but I think it is possible to find in these words resonances, with the Hebrew scriptures and within the Gospel of Matthew itself, that suggest some very different avenues of meaning. 
There can be no doubt that in the Passion story “blood” is a synonym for “guilt.”  That is certainly how Pilate uses it.   The passage about the death of Judas does the same, several times.   But we also have to consider the bigger picture.  We have to remember that the backdrop for this entire drama is the Passover, the great annual festival of remembrance of God’s liberation of the whole people of Israel from slavery.  And like so many other moments in the Passion gospel, this one may be a symbolic reference to the Passover story.  Chapter 12 of the Book of Exodus tells how, before the Passover night, Moses summoned “all the elders of Israel” and told them to have each family kill a lamb.  And he instructed them to put the blood of that lamb on the lintel and the doorposts of their homes, as a sign of protection from the angel of death, so that it would not enter to kill their first-born, as it would do to the Egyptians.  Moses goes on to say, “You shall observe this rite as an ordinance for you and for your children for ever.”
There may also be a reference here to the scene at Mt. Sinai, further on in the Exodus story, where God gave Moses the law.  After Moses came down from the mountain he sacrificed peace offerings of oxen to the Lord.  Then he read God’s covenant aloud to the people, and they said “All that the Lord has spoken we will do.”  And Moses took the blood of the sacrifices and threw it on the people, saying, “Behold the blood of the covenant which the Lord has made with you.”   It would seem like a stretch to relate this story with the Passion Gospel if Jesus himself hadn’t made the same connection himself, when he lay down with his disciples for the Passover meal.  He took a cup, and gave it to them, saying, “Drink from it, all of you; for this is my blood of the covenant, which is poured out for many...”  --and here Matthew adds something that is absent in the other accounts of this moment, in Mark, Luke, and Paul’s First Letter to the Corinthians—“…for the forgiveness of sins.”
In older published versions of today’s dramatic reading, the line “his blood be upon us, and upon our children” was said by everyone, and I think this was an appropriate choice.  Because it is not simply the hideous slander it would later become; it’s the ironic key that unlocks the heart of the Passion Gospel for us.  When we do not try to falsely wash away our own part in shedding the blood of the innocent, our guilt for the violence, betrayal, and hypocrisy that stains our whole nation, and calls the survival of our children into question, we receive the sign of God’s protection, and deliverance from the power of death.  We are renewed in God’s covenant of forgiveness.
When we hear of the children gassed in Idlib, or blown apart in the mosque in Mosul, or dead of starvation in Somalia, we know they are not other people’s children.  They are our own.  They are also our own victims, if only for deserting them in their hour of need, and stopping short of doing everything in our power to spare them from the angel of death.  But when we take the blood of lamb upon us, we no longer ask “who is to blame for their deaths, and whom must we punish to avenge them?”  We ask “what would have to happen for all of us, who are implicated in their suffering, to acknowledge our guilt, and seek the forgiveness of those we have harmed?”  And, “what amends would have to make, for our victims and their families to be able to forgive us?”  And, “What could be my part in that drama?”           

Sunday, March 20, 2016

Dress rehearsal



The Liturgy of the Palms
The Liturgy of the Word


Most people call this final Sunday in Lent “Palm Sunday.”  It’s not hard to understand why—the things that we do on this day that really stand out, that we might remember about it even from our childhood, have to do with the way this service began: with the story of Jesus coming into Jerusalem, and the crowds of his disciples that went along with him, crying out praises to God and hailing him as a king.  And the way we act out the story, forming our own little crowd and making a procession out in the open air, singing our own hymn of praise.  And because the gospels talk about people coming to meet Jesus with branches in their hands, we decorate the church with palm branches, and hand out palm leaves for everyone to carry in the procession. 
But while the scene along the road into Jerusalem that day was one of tremendous excitement and exuberance and joy, no one who was there thought that this was the high-water mark of Jesus’ ministry.  In their minds, this moment of triumphal entry into the city was just the beginning, just the prelude to the even more exciting and dramatic climax that was still to come.    They sang a psalm of thanksgiving to God for victory over their enemies and oppressors, and the gospels don’t say what they thought this victory would look like when it came to completion.  Maybe different people had different ideas.  But what we can say with certainty is that they didn’t expect things to turn out as they did.  Which brings into the episode a bite of irony, which we can appreciate because we know what those joyous disciples did not.
Because today is also “Passion” Sunday, that fast-forwards, if you will, to the climax that lies ahead.  This sudden, jarring shift from one story to the other, and one mood to another, heightens the sense of irony, and the impact of the passion story.  But it does so in a very particular way.  Because we are going to go back over the story again “in real time”, as it were, on Thursday evening, and Friday afternoon.  The liturgies of the great three days before Easter will lead us into deeper contemplation of the mystery of Christ’s passion, and what it reveals to us about God.  But first, we need a dress rehearsal. 
If you have ever put on a play you know that when you get to opening night, the goal is to be as unself-conscious as possible.  You want to be completely focused on the drama, embodying the characters, immersed in the world of the play, and drawing the audience with you into that world.  But at the dress rehearsal there is a kind of split consciousness.  On the one hand, the actors and crew put on the play as much as possible just as they will on opening night.  On the other hand, it is a final opportunity for the participant to examine and evaluate their performance.  Is everything just right with the makeup and the costumes, with the sound and the lighting?  Are there any last fine adjustments that need to be made to the blocking, or to this actor’s gesture, or the way that line is said?  Are there any fine notes the director wants to give so the actors can better understand the motivations of their characters, or the inner logic of the play?
For forty days we have been preparing ourselves for this week, the high point of the Christian year.  And today we read the whole sweep of the passion story, from the last supper to the tomb, in the manner of a play, as if to remind ourselves that we are not looking back across the centuries as spectators of these events, but participants in them.  But first comes the Liturgy of the Palms, preparing us to understand that, as sad and painful as the drama gets, its ultimate meaning is joy.  We are entering the contemplation of those mighty acts, as the prayer says that began this liturgy, whereby God has given us life and immortality.  But the prayer also asks for the grace of God, to help us to see them that way.  
And in that sense, Palm Sunday is like a dress rehearsal, a final chance before Easter to check our attitudes and expectations.  What, exactly, do we want these events to mean?  What do we expect will happen?  Are we looking to see something this Holy Week that gives us life and immortality?  And what would that be?  And how would we know? Today’s ironic transition from triumphal celebration to awe and shock and sorrow suggests that it is here, at the threshold of ultimate victory, that we must take the greatest care not to hope for the wrong thing.   Because misplaced hope for salvation is how we get from “Blessed is the king who comes in the name of the Lord” to “Crucify him!”
You see, we know to expect disappointments and reversals along the road to getting what we desire.  We might get discouraged for a little bit, or even fall into despair.  We might give up on it for a while, but if it is a truly noble goal, and we really want it with all our hearts, we will find a way to get up and keep going.  Of course, if we are thwarted again and again, we might finally come to the conclusion that we are striving for something that we will never attain.  Which is heartbreaking, but even then we have the consolation of knowing that we have given our all in a good cause, and perhaps will come after us to carry on the fight.  But none of this is half as devastating as learning that you have completely misread the signs, and set your heart on a false hope.  Not because what you want is beyond your ability to achieve, but because it is the wrong thing to hope for.    
Some people that Jesus was coming with the power of God to save them from their enemies and oppressors.  Some had their doubts, and were waiting for a sure sign it was safe to jump on the bandwagon.  And there were different kinds of hopes for how he would use power and what he would use it for.  Some saw it more as a military and political kind of thing--that he would raise up rebellion and drive out the Romans and make himself king.   Some saw him as more of a priestly figure, who would throw out foreigners, sure, but also the high priests and scribes while he was at it, and purify the worship of the temple.  Others went all out, and hoped he would summon armies of angels and usher in the final judgement and the promised transformation of the world.  But all of these people were wrong. 
They were wrong about Jesus, but even more importantly, they were wrong about God.  They thought God would send a great man to restore their greatness, to make them the dominant people in the world, to whom every other race and nation would pay tribute.  They thought God was going to enshrine the institutions and creeds and practices of their religion as the one true faith forever, and abolish every other way of honoring the holy.  They thought that God was going to overthrow their greedy masters and put in place by force a classless utopia where no one owned more than he needed, or rose any higher than another.  And every one of them was wrong.
So maybe the most important the question to ask, as once again we contemplate these mighty acts, is this: when we find out that we are also wrong, and that we don’t really know who God is, or what God wants, or what God will do for us, to make us truly free and truly happy, what will we do?  Will we cling that much tighter to our old hopes and expectations?  Will get enraged that they still elude our grasp and start looking around for someone to blame?  Or will we let go, empty ourselves, open ourselves to receive a hope that defies our expectations, that could only come from God, that is completely new?

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I am a priest in the Episcopal Church, and have been (among other things) an organic farmer and gardener, and a Zen monk. I have a lifelong interest in social and spiritual renewal on the basis of contemplative discipline, creative nonviolence, and ecological practice. In recent years my work has focused intensely on the responsibility of pastoral ministry in the humanistic, evangelical, and catholic branch of Christianity known as Anglicanism. I'm married with a daughter, and have three brothers and two parents.