Showing posts with label Beatitudes. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Beatitudes. Show all posts

Sunday, November 9, 2014

Coming home




This gospel lesson, often called The Beatitudes, is one of the best known and most beloved passages of the Bible. I have heard it, and read it, and even preached on it many times.  So I was surprised to be pondering it again recently and to find myself thinking about it in a way I never had before. 

Maybe it’s the formal way that the narrator sets the scene, with Jesus going up the mountain and sitting down and then calling his disciples to him and beginning to teach.  Maybe it’s because the teaching itself is quite formal in structure, with its repetitive phrases.  In any case, I had always thought of the Beatitudes as like a kind of official pronouncement.  Jesus is the authoritative teacher for Christians, after all, and so, when you put that together with this formality, I guess it’s only natural to assume that what is being given here is a set of prescriptions—policies, rules.  Biblical scholars will often make the comparison between the depiction of Jesus in this scene and Moses, who went up on a mountain and came down with a set of rules for his community to live by.

The problem with this interpretation is that the Beatitudes aren’t rules.  They don’t exactly tell you what to do.  They aren’t even really promises of what will happen in the future if you do these things.  The Beatitudes are statements about the present, about what God is doing now.  And what is God doing?  God is blessing people.  God is blessing you.

Now when we say that someone is blessed what we usually mean is that they are fortunate:  “So-and-so is blessed with a large, loving family,” we’ll say, or we’ll hear about a big blizzard slamming the Midwest we will say, “Aren’t we blessed to live in California.”  But the blessings that Jesus is talking about here aren’t like that.  For the most part they don’t have anything to do with what life looks like from the outside.  These are blessings that are experienced and received inside, in the heart and in the mind. 

And it is this inner quality of the Beatitudes that recently struck me with a new forcefulness and gave me the idea that they are not an impersonal teaching about objective laws or principles—far from it.  What they really are is Jesus’ personal testimony to his own religious experience.  This is the most detailed exposition we have in Jesus’ own words of his own mind.  Because he experienced all these things for himself.  Jesus was poor in spirit.  Jesus was meek.  He mourned, and he was merciful.  He hungered and thirsted for righteousness, and he made peace.  He purified his heart, and he was reviled and persecuted.

And he was blessed.  He entered the kingdom of God.  He was comforted, and his emptiness was filled.  He received mercy, and heard that he was God’s beloved child.  He looked about him at the earth and saw that it all belonged to him.  He saw God.  And on the basis of these experiences he could sit down with his disciples and say to them with absolute conviction that they could experience these things, too.  They also could know themselves as beloved children of this God whose only desire is to bless them, to fill them with such love for one another and for Himself that no sorrow, no misfortune or calamity, no hatred and oppression by misguided human beings could remove that blessing from their lives.

I like this way of thinking about the Beatitudes because it encourages us to take our own religious experiences seriously.  We have all had them, those moments when we feel the touch of divine grace.  This week I’ve been remembering a crisp fall morning almost thirty years ago.  I was living in an intentional spiritual community in the hills of Western Massachusetts and some of us had gone into the forest that day to cut firewood.  The leaves had fallen from the trees and made a yellow carpet on the ground that crunched under our feet, but apart from that we were working silently, carrying logs out of the woods and piling them by the road for sawing.  And I stopped what I was doing for a moment to stand in contemplation of the delicate branching form of a wild hazel shrub, its lustrous silver bark reflecting the pale morning sun, and in that moment I saw, and I knew.

We have these experiences, and even if it is only once in a lifetime, they stand out of the ordinary run of our days like mountains soaring up out of the plain.  They occur without warning and last for a few seconds, or a minute, or a day, but they change us forever.  They give us only vanishing glimpses, but while we are in them we know that the reality they show us is more real than what we ordinarily take for granted as real life in the real world.  That contrast, between the blessedness we are shown in such moments, and the world of anxiety, meaninglessness, and pretense that we usually inhabit, is like a wound.  It can make us feel like exiles, looking to all outside appearances as if we belong here, but feeling inside that our true home is somewhere else.

This is painful, and we human beings tend to do whatever we can to avoid pain.  We anesthetize ourselves with drugs, and distract ourselves with entertainments.  We go shopping, and fill our closets and garages storage lockers with things we don’t need.  We have built a whole world system around numbing and denying the pain of knowing who we really are and who we really belong to, but it is a system riddled with violence.  It is fueled with poison.  Its pillars are injustice and cruelty, because it is founded on a lie.

But what Jesus says in the Beatitudes is that it is time to come home.  Because the shame of admitting that we are poor in spirit, and have squandered the precious gifts of grace we have received, is so much less than the suffering of keeping up the pretense that we have no need for God.  And the grief that comes from acknowledging that we are lost is so much less than the sorrow of plodding endlessly onward with a phony smile plastered across our teeth.  The cost of opening our eyes to the hypocrisy and injustice of the established order and of longing with burning hearts for equity is far less than the life-sentence of walling ourselves off in ghettos of privilege and imagining that we are free.

The saints of God are those who have heard the summons of Jesus and are determined to follow him home.  Not by seeking to fly away to a better place, but by committing themselves to finding the real world, the world created and blessed by God, right here.  I wish I could tell you that making that commitment would guarantee you more and better religious experiences.  Many of our contemporaries seem to think that this is the whole purpose of the spiritual journey.  And the tradition of Christian spirituality does allow a place for such experiences—it calls them “consolations,” and it consistently teaches not to pursue them. 

God gives them as she chooses, for her own purposes, and her ultimate purpose for us is not emotional gratification, or even individual personal transformation.  It is the perfect blessedness of uniting with all earthly and heavenly creatures in a new creation, the paradise of God.  This ultimate blessedness realizes the potential all the religious experiences of humankind, but it comes about through acts of faith in the truth of those experiences. This is a joint venture of all Godly souls, past, present, and yet to come.  What each one of us lacks in the gifts of grace, God supplies in the others, and by “the others” I mean all the others, most of whom live on the other side of the globe, in the distant past, or far in the future.  And yet each of us present in this place today has gifts, and the success of the whole enterprise comes closer when we are faithful stewards and generous donors of what we have been given. 

That is why it is such an occasion of joy when we baptize new members into this communion of saints, as we are doing at this service for Megan Klarkowski and her little girl, Elsa.  We rejoice because, in following Jesus’ voice, they are setting their feet on the way that leads home.  And we rejoice that they are adding their unique and precious gifts to the treasures that Jesus takes and blesses, and breaks and gives, for our nourishment along the road.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Holding the world in balance.



This morning’s gospel lesson is one of those passages that people who say that every word in the scriptures is to be understood and applied in its plain and literal sense never seem to quote.  Maybe it’s because, like us, they know that, in relative terms they are rich, well-fed, and highly thought-of.  Taken as practical advice for living, these words seem assured to leave us broken, bruised, and naked.  Indeed, by themselves, out of context, they have been shown to be deadly—applied as rules, they have instructed women to stay married and subservient to abusive and controlling drunks; they have told enslaved peoples to submit without revolt to their exploitation.  So while they express the highest moral truth, and absolutely mean what they say, I think I am not off base in saying that these are words of poetry.   And the work of poetry is making connections, making things whole that our ordinary, limited mind has broken apart. 
These words affirm that the imagination of God holds the world in balance.  They tell us that there is always another side to the story we tell ourselves about the lives we are leading and the worlds we inhabit.  These are words that speak to us when times are hard, reminding us that life itself is a gift worth celebrating.   They trouble us when everything seems flush and rosy, reminding us that nothing in this world lasts.  They urge us to see through our anxieties about other people, about how they might mistreat or humiliate us, abuse us or rip us off, and see that they can never deprive us of our freedom to meet them on terms of respect.  When we choose to believe that other people are like us, sharing our weakness and our dignity, we find new possibilities in the experience of what unites us, even with those who are mired in denial. 
This freedom to act on the truth is the nonviolent power that Jesus wielded.  His teachings are not abstract rules from on high, but they have real meaning because they were lived.  He refuses to let his enemies, trapped in inhumanity by their fear and blindness, to define his own course of action and spur him to retaliation in kind.   Grounded in the imagination of God, he keeps offering them the whole truth about himself and them, which is also known by the name of “love.”  
Jesus speaks from the imagination of God and people can hear and see the power of God because they can see and hear him.  Again, it’s like poetry, which is able to sing of the invisible because it breathes with what is sensed and thought and felt.  We do not want to be poor, or grieving, or hungry, we do not want to be struck, or robbed, or defamed.  We are afraid of these things, and of what we imagine what they would be like for us.  But because Jesus spoke these words, and because he lived them, our fear is balanced by a totally new possibility—a joy that is not diminished by other peoples’ injustice.  Because he himself was naked, broke, and bruised, and showed that no one really has the power to destroy us or separate us from God, we have come to trust Him more than our terror of loss or dreams of happiness.  And instead of a dreaming of a place on the right side of a world permanently divided into poor and rich, weeping and laughing, hungry and satisfied, we learn to hope and work and sacrifice for a world of one united people—God’s people. 
I got a call this week from a friend of mine who is the Associate Rector at a large Episcopal Church in a wealthy suburb in the Diocese of California.  His parish had applied for a zoning variance so they could regularly host a vanload of homeless men as part of a rotating shelter program shared with some 15 other congregations in their area.  He was calling me for moral support because these plans had touched off a violent storm of protest in the community.  Neighbors of the church have been sending alarmist emails around town about plunging property values and the imminent prospect of unsupervised mentally-ill drug-addicted sex-offenders wandering their tree-lined streets.  Legal action has been threatened, and the Rector and vestry are weighing whether or not to pull their application.  Incidentally, the same thing happened last year, and they were hoping that emotions might have cooled off enough that they could get it done on the second try, but no such luck. 
It is tempting to see this situation in terms of good guys and villains, loving compassionate Christians vs. hard-hearted elitist haters, and to want to marshal the forces of good for a decisive victory.  But I think the approach that my friend and his church are taking is closer to the New Testament vision of holiness, which is to stay in the painful heart of the conflict.  Members of their congregation have been converted to their need to do this ministry by their experience of serving the clients of this program at other churches and synagogues.  Their imagination has expanded beyond their fears and stereotypes by meeting real homeless people.  Similarly, they have not sought to meet the resistance to their plans with superior force, but to keep opening the door to actual face-to-face encounter with the aggrieved neighbors, looking for the opportunities for actual communication.  This kind of patient, vulnerable, when necessary even suffering, witness has always characterized the truly great saints of the church.  It speaks of hope that is grounded in the imagination of God, that sees beyond the tragedy of human divisions, conflicts, and contradictions to the divine comedy of Christ, the sacrificial victim enthroned above every rule and dominion.
This truth that is love, that sees and speaks the world whole, is the enduring power that orders and sustains the universe.  It is the power that Jesus refers to as “The Kingdom of God.” When the prophet Daniel sees a terrifying vision of monstrous beasts, each more terrible than the last, arising from the sea to dominate the world, he turns to an attendant in the court of heaven who explains: these are the empires of the earth that rise and then fall prey to another, “but the holy ones of the Most High shall receive the kingdom and possess the kingdom for ever—for ever and ever.”   This is the kingdom that already is, already ruling in the lives of those who live not for the praise and worship of empires, but for the glory of God.  But it is also the kingdom that is coming, the kingdom of the Son of Man.  This Son of Man is Everyman, the common representative of what it really means to be human.  But he is also what comes next, the one who shows us what we will be when the imagination of God is enfleshed in us completely, with love, and will, and power.  To follow him is to journey deeply into the fear and longing that are at the heart of the space between ourselves and others.   To trust him is to find there, in those very particular spaces, the wisdom to bring everyone together at last, the revelation of an end to misery and violence and injustice, and the power to do something about it.


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I am a priest in the Episcopal Church, and have been (among other things) an organic farmer and gardener, and a Zen monk. I have a lifelong interest in social and spiritual renewal on the basis of contemplative discipline, creative nonviolence, and ecological practice. In recent years my work has focused intensely on the responsibility of pastoral ministry in the humanistic, evangelical, and catholic branch of Christianity known as Anglicanism. I'm married with a daughter, and have three brothers and two parents.