Showing posts with label Abraham. Show all posts
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Tuesday, February 23, 2016

The fox and the hen



 
When I was a child we lived on a couple of acres outside of town in an old farmhouse.  There was a barn next to the house, and some smaller sheds and outbuildings, and although we didn’t have pigs or cows or chickens or geese, we did have dogs and cats.  At any given time we might have a couple of dogs and half a dozen cats, which worked fine because the animals were usually outside.  We didn’t worry about fencing or leashing the dogs because the house was well back from the road, and the neighboring houses were few and a good distance away.  The cats also came and went as they pleased, and some of them spent more time in and around the house, and others preferred the outbuildings and the fields.
The top part of the barn was a haymow, which you climbed up into on a ladder fixed to the wall, and at the base of the ladder was a small windowless room.   I guess it had been used to store a smaller amount of hay so the farmer didn’t have to climb up into the haymow and throw some down every time he wanted to feed his horses and cows.  And there was still hay on the floor of this little room, about a foot deep, and at least a couple of times that I remember, one of our animals decided that this would be a good place to give birth to her young.   I know it happened at least once with puppies, and there’s a story about that which will have to wait for another day.  And it happened at least once with kittens, because I remember the morning my brother Gordon got up early and went out to the barn to visit a litter of kittens, and came running back into the house, calling for us in alarm to come and see.  And we ran to the barn to find that every one of the kittens was dead, their little bodies scattered here and there, their necks torn and broken.
There is no way to know what kind of animal it was that did this, but my money is on a fox.  Foxes typically kill their prey by gripping it by the neck and shaking.  They also kill more than they need, when the opportunity arises, and bury the leftovers for later.  Perhaps the mother cat had been gone and returned, or one of our dogs heard a noise from the barn and went to investigate, and surprised the hunter before it could carry its prizes away.  And I’m going to say it was a fox, because that’s what Jesus calls Herod in today’s reading from the Gospel of Luke.  Some Pharisees have come to warn him that Herod, the ruler of Galilee, the one who threw John the Baptist in prison and executed him, now is out to kill Jesus so he should move along from there.  And Jesus says, “Go and tell that fox that I have work to do, healing the people who need healing, and I will not leave here ‘til I’m done.” 
I don’t think Jesus calls Herod a fox because he’s a sly trickster, or a charming rogue like the foxes in the children’s songs and folk tales that we know.  He calls him a fox because he is an opportunistic killer like the one who came prowling around our barn.  I take Jesus’ saying that way because he goes on to say more to the Pharisees about the work he has come to do.   He tells them that when he’s finished there, he will move on from Galilee, but not because he’s afraid of Herod—but because he has a further mission to carry out with respect to the people of Jerusalem.   And Jesus uses an image to describe his intentions toward Jerusalem and her children, which could not contrast more sharply with the intentions of men like Herod—they are like foxes who prey on the people whom God loves, but he is like a mother hen, who wants only to gather them underneath her wings, and keep them together and keep them safe.
Jesus is going to Jerusalem because he has to, because he is a Jew and Jerusalem is the place toward which all the desire of his people is bent.   All their hopes for justice and peace, for unity with one another, for the vindication of their people and their peculiar religion against the nations that oppress them, are focused Jerusalem.  Because that is where sacred revelation says that God has chosen to make his name and his glory dwell.   This invests that place with an extraordinary sacred power.  This results in giving the people who possess that place, and control access to it, political and economic power.  And one could be forgiven for assuming that Jesus’ purpose in going to Jerusalem is to confront those people and challenge their power.  Certainly it appears that the chief priests and scribes who controlled the temple in Jerusalem looked at him that way.  I think we can suppose that a great many of the people who followed him from Galilee had the same idea.
But this passage in Luke seems to say that Jesus’ business in Jerusalem is not with her rulers, or at least not with them alone.  He is not going there to overthrow them, or reform their institutions, or take the reins of their power.  Jesus goes to Jerusalem not as one who is seeking to get anything, power least of all; he goes as the prophets before him went, as one who is sent.  It is power that sends him, the power of the Holy Spirit of God.  In response to the desire of the children of Jerusalem, their longing for the presence of God, Jesus is coming with the power of an answering desire.  It is the same desire that came to Abram with the invitation to a covenant relationship, and the promise of children as numerous as the stars.  It is the desire for a people, who will live together in the land that the Lord will give, in unity and justice, and holiness and peace.  It is the desire of a mother to gather her children under the shelter of her wings. 
Jesus already knows from his experience in Galilee that God’s offer through him of forgiveness and love, of the healing medicine that breaks down walls of fear and exclusion and creates a beloved community, is perceived by lots of people as a threat.  He is astute enough to understand that the people of Jerusalem probably won’t care to hear about it; they prefer their little privileges over their less fortunate neighbors, or their resentments over their more fortunate ones, their fantasies of violent revolution, and party quarrels, and winner-take-all struggles for political and economic power.  And yet he is going anyway, even though he knows he is likely to suffer the fate that always seems to wait for prophets like him.  Because the desire of God will not be denied.  It must make its appeal, even though its only weapons are words of truth, and the love that never gives up hoping for an answering response from the beloved.  
It is a presidential election year in our country, and the candidates are abroad, appealing to the people.  And their message is strikingly similar, whichever party they seek to represent:  “Put me in the White House,” they say, “and I will seize power from your enemies and give it back to you.”  They may have differences of opinion about who the enemy is.  For some it is the billionaires, the Wall Street bankers and corporate CEOs.  For some it is the socialists and government bureaucrats.  But all are agreed on one thing, which is the greatness of the people, who are the innocent virtuous victims of some predatory class.  It is hard to deny the appeal of this message.  Wouldn’t it be nice if all we had to do to get out of the mess we’re in was to change the people in control of the levers of power?  Wouldn’t it be grand if we didn’t have to change the way we think or the way we live in any fundamental way?
Prophets like Jesus confront us with the emptiness of this dream.  That’s why we tend to kill them—because we don’t want hear about our own responsibility for the violence and injustice and waste that goes on in the world.  And we don’t want to know that God has a different dream, a dream of safety for all of us, and unity beneath the cover of her sheltering wings.  Most of all we don’t want to know that we have the power to turn in the direction of that dream, and that our turning is the turning of the world.  But God’s desire will not be denied.  The one who comes in the name of the Lord holds that power in trust for us, and offers it with unconditional love and absolute humility.  And he asks nothing from us but acceptance of his gift.    

Tuesday, November 11, 2014

Renewing the Covenant




When Joshua gathers Israel together after their conquest of Canaan is complete, he talks to them about their ancestor Abraham.  He reminds them of how God came to Abraham in the land of his ancestors beyond the Euphrates River, and led him away from there, away from the gods of that land, and brought him here --to Canaan.  Joshua tells the people this story because he wants them to understand the real significance of the moment.  He is not only a great governor and military leader; he is also a prophet, one who speaks for God.   And he wants the Israelites to know that this is not just a great event in the history of their nation.  It is also a moment in the story of God.

For just as it was God who led Abraham on his great migration, and God who gave offspring to him and to Sarah, so also it is God who is bringing the story of his descendants to this new climax.  It was God who visited the plagues upon Egypt, and brought Israel out of slavery and into the wilderness.  It was God who spoke to them through Moses at the foot of Mount Sinai and said, “If you will obey my voice and keep my covenant, you shall be my own possession among all the peoples,… a kingdom of priests and a holy nation.”  And the people all answered together and said, “All that the Lord has spoken we will do.” 

After that generation of Israelites had passed away, and Moses himself was about to die, he called together their children in Moab on the other side of the Jordan.  He reminded them of their story, of all that God had done for their fathers and mothers, and Moses gave them a choice, a choice between life and death, blessing and curse, and he urged them to choose life, for themselves and their descendants.  And now it is Joshua’s turn to speak to their children, on behalf of the God who brought them across the Jordan, who defeated kings and armies and delivered walled cities into their hand, so that they might live in houses they didn’t build, and eat the fruit of vineyards they didn’t plant. 

And Joshua also gives them a choice.    They can serve the gods of Mesopotamia, or the gods of Egypt, or the gods of the Amorites, of the people of the land where they have come to dwell.  Or they can renew their covenant with the God of Israel, whose story is their story.  They have a choice, because God wants partners and co-workers, not slaves.  It’s a choice that every generation of Israel has to make for itself, in the light of its own risks and rewards, its own prospects for renewal of the faith community, and its own fateful consequences of failure.   

Most scholars agree that this story was written down in its current form long after the events that it describes, in a time when the people of Israel had been conquered and taken away to exile in Babylon.  So there is a bitter irony in that part of the story where Joshua warns them about what will happen if they forsake the Lord and serve foreign gods.  The people insist that they know what they are getting into, and that they will be faithful.  But the people who wrote this story, and the people who read it, knew that they hadn’t been, and that Joshua’s warnings had come true.  In this context they returned again to the stories of their covenant with God, looking for meaning in the disaster that had come upon them, and for a way out of their sense of guilt, and failure, and despair.  They sought to remember who they were, the sacred purpose for which God had called them into covenant.  In that remembering they found their freedom.  They saw that they still had a choice.

Some of us here at St. John’s had an experience of the power of remembering our story just the other night.  At the urging of the vestry I’ve called together a group of four people from our 8 o’clock service and four from the 10 o’clock, to work together on a vision for liturgy and music in our parish.  We gathered last Tuesday night, and I decided that a good place to begin would be to remember the story of how we got to where we are today.  I put a time-line up on the wall, and we began to fill it in with what we could remember of how we used to worship in the past.  We called forth a few sketchy details of times long ago, but mainly we focused on the journey that began in early January 2007 with the rebirth of the Episcopal Church in Petaluma from the ashes of schism. 

Now nothing gets Christians into a lather like their opinions about what music to sing in church, or what words to say.  The fact that our two Sunday services have settled into patterns that are fairly distinct in tone and style makes some people worry that we are two different congregations working at cross purposes.  Others think that the way these services are now is the way they will always be, which can be good news or bad, depending on their point of view.  But going back and remembering the turning points that got us to where we are, the circumstances and persons who shaped the choices that we made, helped our Worship Committee see that our context is always changing.  It reminded us that we have to revisit those choices frequently, and continually make them again.   It also helped us remember that we are one people with one story, and that underlying our differences of liturgy and music is our common effort to be faithful to the mission for which God called this parish back to life. 

That is what it means to be in a covenant.  And at the heart of a covenant is a story.  The story of the rebirth of St. John’s, Petaluma is a powerful one, and like many of you, it attracted me and moved me to become part of it.   And because it is a covenant story, God has enabled us to accomplish a great deal together.  We re-established communion with the Diocese of Northern California and the Episcopal Church.  We reclaimed the historic parish property on its behalf.  We showed that this congregation could include gays and lesbians, affirming their full personhood, and their gifts for leadership in the church.  We grew in numbers and in strength to the point where we now can stand on our own as a parish, and we have discerned God’s call to me to become the Rector.

And as I have considered whether to accept that call, it has become clear that there is a real choice for me to make.  What is at stake is not merely the question of what’s best for me and my family, or even what’s best for the parish.  This moment is about making a new commitment to being in covenant with God.  It means recommitting to the story of the resurrection of St. John’s, not as something we did and can now sit back and enjoy, but as something God did so we could remember who we are.  What has happened here is a sign that we belong, not just in this building, or to this denomination, but to the covenant people of Jesus Christ.  Our life together is a sign of his death and resurrection, and it is as his body that we are sent on the mission of his Gospel. 

So I had to ask whether I was ready to renew my commitment to that mission, as God is renewing it in this community.  Could I take new risks for the sake of inclusion, to welcome our neighbors who are still kept out of this church by barriers of language or culture or physical disability?  Could I embrace a broader vision of renewal, going to work with other churches and faith communities and partners in Petaluma to recover our common story and do what we can in our modest way to rebuild a covenant society?  These were questions I had to put not only to myself but to the Discernment Committee and the Vestry.  And now I put them to you.   As for me and my house, we will stay here at St. John’s, Petaluma and serve the Lord, as long, and as well, as we are able.

         

Sunday, August 11, 2013

A dream partly come true





The first time I ever set eyes on Petaluma I was farming down in Marin County.  Part of my work was to make a trip every month or two up to Harmony Farm Supply, outside Sebastopol, where I’d buy fertilizers and irrigation parts and tools.  And on one of these trips I was nearing Novato when the traffic report on the radio said that a tanker truck had tipped over on 101 just south of Petaluma, and the freeway was closed in both directions.  Any sensible person would have turned around and gone home, but instead, I headed west, out into the country, to try my luck on the back roads.  I didn’t have a map, just a good sense of direction, and somehow, by a long and roundabout way, I found myself at the junction of Gravenstein Highway and Stony Point Road, a place that I recognized. 
In the process I got a nice tour of the countryside to the south and west of here, and my first glimpse of downtown Petaluma.  It was a time in my life, my mid-twenties, when I was thinking a lot about my future, and the uncertain prospects for society-at-large.  And I thought the best thing I could do, for myself and for the world, was to be a farmer.   I liked to dream about finding a place somewhere to settle down with some friends and family, and get back to the land.  And I remember thinking on that particular day that I was glad to know about Petaluma, that this was a place I’d like to come back to sometime, that it might even be the right place to stake my claim.
So here I am, only somewhere along the line I went off on a different kind of journey, so I’m not a farmer living and working on my agrarian commune out on Chileno Valley Road.   I’m an Episcopal priest, living in a tract house in a subdivision near Casa Grande High School.  It’s funny how nothing happens the way we expect, even when our dreams partly come true.  And how, when we get to where we thought we are going, we find it’s not the place we thought we’d find.  
These experiences, the expectation that turns up the unexpected, and the  journey to a destination you don’t really know, appear in the scripture readings this morning as images of the life of faith.  Jesus tells his disciples to be always on the alert, always ready for action, because the thing you’re waiting for is going to come when you least expect it.  And the author of the letter to the Hebrews holds up the example of Abraham, who wandered off in search of a land he’d never seen, following a promise to a place he’d never really call his own.
Both of these examples are about receiving a gift from God.  It is a gift that is gratuitous, that depends solely on God’s will to give, but it also depends on human faith; it is our willingness to receive the gift that makes all the difference.  It is the gift that makes faith possible, and it is the faith that makes the gift real.  For Abraham the gift is the promise of a homeland, and of descendants “as many as the stars of heaven and the grains of sand on the seashore,” but its his faith that sets his feet on the road.  
The faith that Jesus commends to his disciples is also founded on God’s gift—“Do not be afraid, little flock,” he says, “for it is your Father's good pleasure to give you the kingdom.”  But this kingdom is not a place on the earth, it’s not a homeland you can journey to.  It’s a kingdom that comes upon us, that catches us by surprise.  Jesus’ teaching career begins with his appearance, as if from nowhere, announcing that “the Kingdom of God has come near.”  His parables point to the unexpected signs of the kingdom in everyday happenings and ordinary things.   And today we hear the surprising news that this kingdom is given to us, and that having it, we have nothing to fear.  God’s good pleasure to give us the kingdom is the promise of a treasure more worthwhile than the things we thought were valuable, an invisible treasure nothing on earth can take away.  
These words rang true for the disciples of Jesus because he said them.  And that was perhaps the most surprising thing of all.  All their lives they had heard about the power and the goodness of God.  All their lives they had heard about the Spirit of God that anointed the prophets, putting words of truth in their mouths and power to heal in their hands.  All their lives they had heard how God had promised a homeland to his people, a place where they could dwell in safety and plenty, where he himself would be their shepherd and their righteous king.   
And they may have believed in the old stories; they may have hoped and prayed fervently for such things to be revealed in their own day.  But they probably didn’t expect that they actually would.  They didn’t expect that they would have first-hand experience of the presence of God and the power of the Spirit.  They didn’t expect to be called irresistibly away from their homes and their former occupations to be sent wandering through the towns and the villages on a mission to heal and forgive.  They didn’t expect to find that when they did, they did not go hungry, but their needs were all supplied.  The disciples of Jesus didn’t expect to see lives transformed, the broken fragments of society made whole, or to see and to know, in a land seething with violence and oppression, the peace and justice of the Kingdom of God.  And they certainly didn’t expect that all this could flow from one person, a person like them, a carpenter from Nazareth in Galilee. 
When I had my dream of a little place in the country, it was, at the most basic level, a dream of peace.  It was a dream of building a private little homeland, where I could be safe.  Surrounded by people I know and trust, and supplying my own needs, I could live in minimal dependence on the world of stock market bubbles and nuclear meltdowns, Mexican drug gangs and government surveillance.  But instead I ended up here, with all of you, squarely planted in the middle of that world.   I ended up giving my life, not to building myself a separate little homeland of safety and peace, but to our shared project of showing the turbulent world the kingdom that God is building there. 
My job here may look at times like it’s about building up our institution, so it’s stable and secure.  But my real work is to take risks, to encourage us all to take the risks, of receiving the gift of God that is Jesus Christ.  It’s a gift that we receive on behalf of the whole world, and that is a risky proposition, because it’s a gift the world isn’t sure it wants to have.  We’re not so sure we want it ourselves, when hear things like, “sell your possessions, and give alms.”   This is not the charter for our Rummage Sale, but words that put us at risk, the risk of admitting that all we can really count on is our relationships, and no one is a stranger in the kingdom.  
The world remains deeply ambivalent about such words, unsure whether Jesus is the master of the house or a thief come to break in and steal the things we prize.  That is why it is mostly content to leave him where it saw him last, hanging on the cross.  But we persist in praying for the kingdom that is still to come.  We insist on acting as if Jesus has a future.  And that means staying awake, of being alert and on the lookout for the unexpected.  It means remaining hopeful, not just of finding our own private homeland of safety and peace, but of meeting a person, the truly human being.  He may come at midnight, or just before dawn, like the master of the house returning from a wedding feast, or like a thief coming to break in, but either way, the point is to be ready, because we won’t want to miss him when he comes.

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I am a priest in the Episcopal Church, and have been (among other things) an organic farmer and gardener, and a Zen monk. I have a lifelong interest in social and spiritual renewal on the basis of contemplative discipline, creative nonviolence, and ecological practice. In recent years my work has focused intensely on the responsibility of pastoral ministry in the humanistic, evangelical, and catholic branch of Christianity known as Anglicanism. I'm married with a daughter, and have three brothers and two parents.