Showing posts with label death and resurrection. Show all posts
Showing posts with label death and resurrection. Show all posts

Saturday, June 17, 2017

How we know



Last week I had lunch with the pastor of a church in town whom I suppose one might describe as a conservative evangelical.  Our conversation was cordial and wide-ranging, and when it was all over I was left with two overall impressions.  The first was that this man was supremely confident in the purpose of the church as a missionary enterprise.  He gave no sign of inhibitions or defensiveness about reaching out to people with the gospel of Jesus Christ.  And I found myself admiring him for that, even a little bit envious.  But he also seemed to equate the mission of the gospel, somewhat simplistically, with converting people to the Christian religion as he understands and practices it.  And so my second impression was one of rigidity, of a conviction that is tied to the need to be right, to be certain, and to compel others to be certain, of absolute and invariable truths. 
The resurrection of Jesus might seem to be one such truth.  Either you believe it happened as an objective fact, the thinking goes, or you do not, and therein lies the line of demarcation between being a Christian and being something else.   But in the stories of the resurrection in the Gospels themselves, proving the certain factuality of the event is not the most important thing.  They are stories, by and large, about subjective experiences that Jesus’ disciples had of encountering him after his death.  A common characteristic of these encounters is their ambiguity; often they hinge on the question of whether it really is Jesus, and how the disciples will know that it is.
You could say that the essential message of these stories is that the life and work of Jesus goes on.  The physical and mental healing of the afflicted, the renewal of Israel’s faith and hope, the restoration of covenant community that he accomplished through his words and actions--these works are still underway, where Jesus is remembered and learned from and loved.  When we say “Christ is risen!” we are bearing witness that the same life-giving power of God, which was manifest long ago in Jesus of Nazareth, is still known, still active in the human world on human terms in those who carry on his name, his story, his Spirit.
But couldn’t we say the same about any particularly wise, noble, courageous, faithful, and loving person?  We might imagine, on our very best days that something like this could even be said about us after we’re gone.  We can hope to be remembered, and that in the memory of others we would live on.  And if we have lived our lives well, perhaps the memory of us will give some hope, encouragement, and inspiration to the next generation, or even the one after that. 
We can certainly think about the resurrection of Jesus in this way.  Under the influence of modernity, this is more and more how we do think of it.  But it is hard to imagine the Christian movement exploding into the world the way that it did if this were all that the resurrection really means.  And the historic confession of the Christian faith says that it is not.   We say that the God of Israel, the creator of heaven and earth, was involved in the life of Jesus in a unique and particular way.  God chose Jesus’ time and place for a decisive intervention in the sacred history of his people.  And with the Spirit of God guiding him, Jesus gave that sacred story new power with his life, and broke it open with his death, so it could become the sacred story of the whole world.  It became the story of the transformation of all humankind into the holy people of God, a transformation coming about through the risen life of Jesus.   
But if Jesus had died at a ripe old age from eating a poisonous mushroom, as is said of the Buddha, his resurrection might have been a stupendous miracle, but it would not have made him Messiah and Lord.  It is not incidental to the exaltation of Jesus, or to the transformation it initiated in the world, that the body that rose alive from the empty tomb had been put to death in a gruesome public spectacle.  It had been tortured and killed as an act of terror meant to crush any idea of resistance to the power of the state.  It was the resurrection of a victim, murdered in a miscarriage of justice, in which the religious leaders of the people of God were deeply complicit.
The gospel proclamation of the resurrection of the crucified puts a particular stamp on the mission of the church.  Or at least it ought to.  But when you’re talking about God’s decisive breakthrough into history, and about uniting the entire human race in a single spiritual destiny, it is easy to slide into religious imperialism.  It is easy to think that we Christians, or we, the true Christians, are now in charge of the world’s transformation, which is something we effect, by converting people to our religion, convincing them that we and only we can possibly be right. 
But to say that Christ is King of Kings and Lord of Lords, the great victor over the powers of evil and death and the final judge of the world, is only half the truth.  Because his is the victory, through the power of God, of a victim; the victim of those who were certain they were right.   And the zealous attempt to remake the world on the basis of half a truth is why, when you look at the record of what has been accomplished so far, you see tremendous achievements in humanizing society: hospitals, schools, and orphanages, music and art of transcendent beauty, profound expressions of philosophical truth, movements of social reform and emancipation; and also so much conquest and murder, so much enslavement and oppression, so much rape of human beings and the natural world, done in the name of Christ.
This morning’s reading from the Gospel of Luke, describes faith in Jesus’ resurrection, not as a moment of decision, when we grasp the truth of a doctrine and make it our own, but as a journey we make together in the company of a stranger.   It is a conversation that begins not with an announcement but with a question: “What are you discussing with each other while you walk along?”  The disciples have no answer, but just stand still, looking sad.  So we might say the resurrection faith is a conversation Christ begins with us when we are stuck, at a standstill, when our hopes for God’s redemption and our faith in God’s promises are disappointed.   The stranger then calls the disciples’ attention from their own disheartening and confusing circumstances back to their sacred story.  Not to pick out texts as proofs of Christian doctrine, but so they see the whole panorama of Moses and the prophets from the vantage point of a God who is with his people in their suffering.
He shows them a God who speaks liberation to the oppressed, comfort to the afflicted, consolation to the bereaved, who speaks out on behalf of widows and orphans, exiles and slaves, and the alien in your midst.  And though the disciples still don’t understand why, their hearts begin to burn with longing for the living presence of this God.  So when they come to their destination, they press the stranger to stay with them a little longer, “for evening is at hand and the day is past.”  He accepts their kindness (or is it their need?—maybe a little of both); he comes in and sits down with them as their honored guest.  And when he breaks bread and blesses it and gives it to them, they know. 
Their minds go back to a hundred other meals at the end of a day of hard walking, to rude peasant cottages and tax collectors’ villas, where Jesus was the guest who became the host; how he blessed and broke the bread, and together they feasted, a company of strangers from all walks of life, the not-quite-right and the not-all-there and the too-much-too-fast and the too-cool-for-school.  They remembered how those meals seemed to go on and on, and nobody worried about the time, or whether the wine would run out, but their hearts were light and their laughter was easy, and for those few precious hours they were one people, brothers and sisters in the family of God. 
The disciples in the house in Emmaus came out of their reverie, and saw that Jesus was gone.  But they knew he was alive; and they knew that what they’d seen was not a memory of the past but a vision of the future.  And they knew what they were supposed to do.   
        

Sunday, April 16, 2017

What we see is glory




There is something anti-climactic about the story of Easter.  It’s not like the Passion Story that comes before it: now that’s a story, the kind that bears telling and re-telling.  And we did that; we told and re-told the story of the Passion of Jesus, beginning last Sunday with a dramatic reading taken straight from the Gospel of Matthew and then re-telling and re-enacting, in traditional ceremonies of the church (locally-adapted, of course), the journey from supper at sundown on Thursday, through the long night of watching and praying in the garden, through the three hours of horror and sorrow on Friday afternoon, to the peace of Saturday morning, and the silence of the tomb.  It is a tragic story, but like all great tragedies it is cathartic.  It lets us feel the way we really experience the world a lot of the time but rarely get to express in community.  So there’s a way in which the betrayal, and trial, and crucifixion, and burial of Jesus feels like an entirely satisfactory climax to his story.
And yet if it ended there, it would not be the great story, the sacred story of two thousand years of religion, and music, of painting and sculpture, of drama, film, and literature, of the folk art and ritual of cultures from South Africa to Siberia, and Fiji to Guatemala.   It would not be the story that turns ordinary men and women into saints.  Not because it would be a sad story—the world is full of sad stories, and many of them beautiful—but because it would be only another sad story among so many.  The whole story of Jesus only becomes what is because of Easter.  But what kind of story does it become?   Does it change from a sad story to happy one?  Or from a true story to a myth?
Mary Magdalene and the other Mary run away from the tomb of Jesus not with fear and not with great joy but with both mingled together.  And this combination of fear and joy is what accompanies an encounter with what the great rabbi and philosopher Abraham Heschel called “the sublime”: that which transcends and radically calls into question our normal categories of experience.  Which is why it is essentially irrelevant to ask, concerning the resurrection of Jesus—“did it really happen?”  That is the question of a humanistic age, and its import is, “is this something we can fit into our conventional human story of reality?”  When you put it like that, the answer is clearly “no.”  But if the answer is “no; the resurrection does not fit into the story we human beings prefer to tell about ourselves,” it is because it is the answer to a different kind of question.  The resurrection comes into a human story, the story of Jesus and his disciples, but it is not our question to ask about that story.  The resurrection is the essential question that story asks about us. 
The story of Jesus and his disciples is our story, because it raises the essential questions put to us by our own existence.  They are the questions asked of us by being alive and being human: by our experiences of joy and love and healing, of freedom and forgiveness, and belonging in community; and our experiences of fear and hate, affliction and loss, of conflict and oppression and despair, of missing the mark, and being at loose ends.  These experiences, and the way they all somehow come together as the one experience of being alive and being human, also come together as a single question; a question that is bigger than we are, that we cannot answer and don’t even really know exactly how to ask. 
Reading the Bible is one way, our way, of entertaining that question, of letting it live, and work on us, so that we are not simply drifting half-asleep down our passage through this world being satisfied with our own answers to our own superficial questions.  For Christians the story of Jesus and his disciples is the crystallization of the question that the Bible asks us.  And in the story of the resurrection we find our answer.  And the answer is “yes.”  “Yes.”  The resurrection is God’s “yes” to the question of what it means to be human, a “yes” we can give in answer because we believe it was first given to Jesus, and then to his disciples, by God.
Just for that reason, faith in Christ’s resurrection is not a mental exercise, not a matter of convincing oneself that “I believe it really happened.”  We can believe that, but just as it is the answer to the question posed to us by our whole lives, it is an answer we must give with our whole lives.  That is why St. Paul urges us, in the Letter to the Romans, to understand that when we were baptized we died and were buried with Christ.   Which can’t have “really happened,” because here we are, alive.  So Paul must not be speaking to our rational intellects, to the part of us that asks and answers our own questions.  Rather he is speaking to the heart of our consciousness, to that inner image we have of being “I”, a person, unique and entire unto myself, who is alive and has a life story. 
And what Paul is saying is that to be “in Christ,” to really know and really live in God’s grace and spiritual power, it is not enough to accept the certitude of doctrinal assertions about Jesus.  It is not even enough to obey him as the authoritative moral teacher, and to attempt to practice what he preached.   These things are valuable and even necessary, but in and of themselves they are not enough.  Because what it really means to be “in Christ” is to surrender everything we are to God.  All of it—even that deepest, most essential heart of our being, that very sense of being a person who owns the copyright on the story of “me.”  If we give that up to God, with the nakedness of faith we see in Jesus, praying in the garden, “not my will, Father, but yours be done”; if we say “yes” to God with the abandon of love that we see in Jesus on the cross, we will get it back.  
It will be very like what it was before.  We will be the person we always were, the same weak, gifted, happy, sad, simple, complicated, stupid, brilliant, virtuous, sinful person.  The same mere mortal—only completely new.  We will be raised with Christ.  United with Christ.  “It is not I who live,” says Paul in Galatians, “but Christ who lives in me.”  And in Colossians: “You have died, and your life is hidden with Christ in God.  When Christ who is your life is revealed, then [who you really are] will be revealed with him in glory.” 
 
“The glory of the Father,” says our passage from Romans today, is what raised Christ Jesus from the dead.  Which is a curious way to put it.  Why the “glory”?  Why not the power, the mercy, the love, or the justice?   I think to understand what Paul is saying here we need to know that glory is not just one among many attributes that we assign to God by analogy to human characteristics.  The Glory of God is what belongs to God alone.  You could say Glory is God, because in so far as human beings can see God, Glory is what we see.  But what Christ’s death and resurrection renews in us is the knowledge that God does not keep his Glory to himself, but gives it away.   We may be looking upward at heaven, or outward at the earth, or inward at the uncreated image in ourselves, but if ours are the eyes of a heart that says “yes” to God, what we see is Glory. 
Mary Magdalene and the other Mary, arriving the tomb, experience it first as a kind of anticlimax, the emptying out of their expectations for how the story of Jesus will end.  But then, running away from the tomb with their strange new message, they meet the glory of God in person.   He greets them: “Hey!”—just the way one person would greet another on a bright spring morning on a garden path.  And they fall to their knees and prostrate themselves before him in the first-ever act of Christian worship.  But they also grab onto his feet, just to be sure.   

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I am a priest in the Episcopal Church, and have been (among other things) an organic farmer and gardener, and a Zen monk. I have a lifelong interest in social and spiritual renewal on the basis of contemplative discipline, creative nonviolence, and ecological practice. In recent years my work has focused intensely on the responsibility of pastoral ministry in the humanistic, evangelical, and catholic branch of Christianity known as Anglicanism. I'm married with a daughter, and have three brothers and two parents.