Sunday, May 19, 2013

The true history of the world





Because today is Mother’s Day, I have to begin with a story about my Mother.  When I was a 8th-grader in Charlotte, Vermont, the principal of the Charlotte Central School was a man named Larned Ketcham.  He was a horse breeder in his off hours, and his manner with children reflected that.  A tall, solidly-built, square-jawed man with a proud bearing, he used to appear without warning in the school yard during recess and walk around, watching keenly everything that happened, and when he saw something amiss he would put his fingers in his mouth and let out a whistle that made 300 laughing, yelling children freeze in an instant.  One morning Mr. Ketcham must have decided that there was a general drift toward unruliness going on, and that it was no longer sufficient merely to intervene in individual cases; because when the final bus had arrived, and before the bell rang to mark the beginning of classes, he herded us all into the cafeteria. 
When we were all indoors and seated he whistled, and the din was instantly replaced with a dead silence.  He announced that the talking-to that he was about to give us was so important that the next child who spoke would spend an hour after school with him in his office that evening, which was Monday, and every evening for the rest of the week.  So nobody talked.  Nobody, that is, except me.  In the illusory safety of the far corner of the cafeteria I whispered some wisecrack to my friend Jim Mack, and from across the large and crowded room I heard the voice of Mr. Ketcham like the trumpet of doom—“Mr. Green!”  I stammered out a feeble denial, but my fate was sealed.  I, who had made it through seven-and-a-half years of compulsory public education without ever once being sent to the Principal’s Office, was sentenced to go there for the next five days.
That afternoon, filled with dread, I walked down to the lobby, and as I watched the other children happily bursting out of the doors toward the line of buses waiting to take them home, I took the left turn of the condemned man, and entered the school office.  There I was surprised to find Mr. Ketcham in a relaxed, if not outright friendly, mood.  He let me use his phone to call home and explain to my mother why I wouldn’t be on the bus, and what time she would have to pick me up.  He then made small talk with me for a couple minutes, after which we spent the rest of the hour in silence, him working at his desk and me doing my homework in a chair in the corner. 
The peace was shattered at 5 o’clock by the arrival of my mother.  I don’t know how much of her outrage was due to the harshness of my punishment, and how much was because of her inconvenience at having to fetch me home from school, but she went into battle with all guns blazing, while I sat to one side, feeling a mixture of relief and embarrassment.  Mr. Ketcham offered valiant resistance, but after manfully weathering a couple of salvos of Katie Green’s fury, he gave me a look that betrayed the slightest hint of a smile, and then we all knew he was beaten.  I packed my books into my bag, nodded soberly at the principal’s warning about learning my lesson, and followed my mother out to the car, my debt to society paid in full.
When somebody tells us that right now Jesus is with the Father in heaven, interceding on our behalf, this is often the kind of thing that comes to mind.  But the image of the redeemer pleading with a wrathful God, who must be talked out of inflicting on us the full punishment we deserve, doesn’t really fit the one example we have of Jesus’ intercessory prayer.
In John’s Gospel Jesus speaks and acts as one who is fully conscious of having come from God, and fully confident that he is returning to God.  This is especially true in the so-called “farewell discourse,” the long speech that he gives his disciples after supper on the night before his death.  In these three chapters, Jesus speaks of his impending death as if it is just a part—an important and indispensible part, but just one part—of a whole process of transformation that he calls being “glorified.”   And he speaks of this process that is about to take place as if it were already accomplished.  In the 17th chapter, which is where today’s gospel lesson comes from, Jesus completes his farewell discourse with a prayer, a prayer in which he speaks as one who has already left the world, who even now is standing face to face with God.
I don’t think that this is an accident.  John tells the story this way on purpose.  He wants his community to understand that the way that they  think and talk about Jesus, the relationship they have with him at the end of the 1st century, or whenever it was that the Gospel was written, is a relationship that Jesus himself anticipated and initiated.  The story of Jesus that John tells his church is not an invention after the fact, but flows directly out of Jesus’ own words, his own works, his own purpose.  And these words, these works, this purpose do not exist only in the church’s memorial, but they live in the present, hidden from sight, in God.
To the ones who reject him, the story of Jesus is only lies and broken promises—a man who claimed to be the Messiah but who failed and died.   But to those who believe in him, the rejection and the death are only the beginning of a journey that takes Jesus from life to death, to resurrection, to ascension to the glory of the heavenly throne, from which he sends the gift of the Holy Spirit.   And these events are the key that unlocks the meaning of a much greater story.  They retell the great story of the creation of human beings in the divine image, of our misuse of our freedom, and of God’s undying love for us, of God’s desire to restore us to our place as partners with him in the creation of a sacred universe.  The journey of Jesus into glory is what proves that this is no myth, no mirage, no human fabrication of any kind, but the true history of the world. 
John’s Gospel says that Jesus knew from the beginning that he was the person in whom God’s age-old story would be renewed and fulfilled.  He also knew that his rejection and murder would be the fork in the road.  Those who took his death as proof that Jesus was wrong and his story was over, would go on as before.  The world’s story of itself would continue, repeating its cycles of violence, its conquests and revolutions, its booms and busts, its spectacular achievements and just as spectacular catastrophes.  But on the night before his death Jesus tells his disciples that along with all of that something new would be happening, a new turn in God’s story of the world, that was beginning right at that very moment in that very room.
He told them that from the vantage point of one who had already renewed and fulfilled the story.  He told it to them as one who was already reconciled to the Father, as co-creator of a sacred universe.  He told it to them as one who had already entered paradise and stood face-to-face with God.  And standing there he had already begun his ongoing work, the work that he was doing when John wrote his Gospel, the work he still does now as I stand here preaching and you sit there listening, the work that he does whenever we pronounce his name with faith, hope, and love.  It is the work he does for us and through us when we pray, when we break the bread and drink the cup as he instructed, when in humble service we love each other as he loved us.  It is the work of revealing to the world its own true glory, and he will do it, and we will do it with him, until the world’s story of itself and God’s story of the world are the same story once again.
  

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I am a priest in the Episcopal Church, and have been (among other things) an organic farmer and gardener, and a Zen monk. I have a lifelong interest in social and spiritual renewal on the basis of contemplative discipline, creative nonviolence, and ecological practice. In recent years my work has focused intensely on the responsibility of pastoral ministry in the humanistic, evangelical, and catholic branch of Christianity known as Anglicanism. I'm married with a daughter, and have three brothers and two parents.